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Also, not to defend him, but after spending some time with Xie Zheng, Chiyuki had to admit that he wasn't SO bad:

Yeah, he was a spoiled mean dumbass with an ego as big as a whole state but it wasn't completely his fault.

He was raised like that he was raised with the belief that he "owned the world" only because of his gender and money . . . belief that almost anyone in that world shared.

With this Chiyuki didn't want to justify his behavior, not at all.

It was wrong, clearly wrong, (so wrong that even her, who usually was indifferent, more than once could not stop herself from grimacing, even if slightly), but Chiyuki thought that there was a good possibility that he could modify for the better some aspects of his behavior.

Modify, not change.

In fact, the alpha female knew with certanity that Xie Zheng would never change.

She wasn't thinking bad of him or did not believe in his goodness, not at all, she was simply stating a fact, without being influenced by any romantic fantasies (completely unachievable even if everyone was in the world of a novel), which instead happened to most of the people around him.

Anyhow the japanese girl wanted to believe that MAYBE the electric blue eyed male he would have been able to improve his personality at least a bit somehow with some help, thus also avoiding most of the problems that the original Author put in his life.

Maybe the alpha girl was right... or maybe she was just gaslighting herself, becoming another member of the delusional girls group of Xie Zheng (even if for different reasons than the others),  decieved by his almost good attitude with her ( which he probably had due Chiyuki's level and background) that made her seeing things that weren't there.

Anyway, one thing was sure: Chiyuki was just complicating her life unnecessarily (as if it wasn't already complicated enough!).

This was the beginning of a masochistic attitude that she was taking on as almost anyone there?

She hoped not.

(Author: Girl, you overthink too much! You're  rich! Just don't care, travel the world and live a good life! Well, at least I would do it if I was you ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )

Chiyuki was so caught up in her thoughts that she didn't notice that, in the meantime, her gaze shifted again on the blue eyed male near her unconsciously, even if she was looking at nothing in particular... and surely it didn't go unnoticed.





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US ALL WHEN CHIYUKI OVERTHINKS FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME:

US ALL WHEN CHIYUKI OVERTHINKS FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME:

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Hey guyss! I had to split the chapter in two because it was too long.

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