Her celestial beings♡

3

I reached home to find no one at home. But I didn't feel lonely. Usually I don't feel lonely only when I'm watching bl but now without watching it I don't feel lonely, which is surprising.

All I could think about was the interaction I had with the boys there. I'm a person who always looks at a positive prospective but with them I tried to believe the rumors because of Noah.

In the end, I couldn't do that and I was right. They are really good people. Ok, I know that I judge people very early and all. But as Alex said to me, the same way I feel I trust them I don't know why but I do.

I don't blame myself about giving space to Noah because I didn't really trust him that much in the first place. When I get close to someone. I know my limits how much space I should give them.

I gave only a meter and he went a mile. I hate those kinda people. I've had hearing senses issues since I was 10. So whenever i hear a loud noice it either scares me or makes me go numb on one ear for a while. Which is very annoying, trust me.

I thought I'd talk to him tomorrow but he went overboard the moment he tried to hurt me.

I decided enough of thinking about him. I'll move to see my series as I waited for the dinner to be prepared. My house is always filled with people working here but no one really talks to me.

I had my dinner, went on bed still on laptop seeing series. Around 3:30am i felt sleepy so I turned off the laptop and dosed off.

My alarm rang, I woke up stretching my arms and saw the time.. only to see it was 8:15.

"Shit, shit, shit." I murmured.

Jolted up from my bed and ran to the restroom to get ready. My school starts at 8:30 and I'm late. I usually wake up at 7:30 and be ready but I think I've dosed off considering the headache and running nose I have.

Damn. I don't wanna be sick, especially cold. It doesn't go away easily. I would've sneezed atleast 5 times in the last 10 minutes.

I run to my car, ignoring the calls from my butlers for breakfast and rushed to college. I wasn't speeding up though. My nose is still being itchy and I've lost count how many times I've sneezed.

I reached school at 8:55 and I know I was late. So I ran inside as soon as I parked my car.

"Hey buttercup." Aiden said behind me.

I turned behind to see all five of them.

I waved at them.

"Running late?" Jace asked.

"Yes." My nose was blocked so my voice sounded groggy. 

"Don't worry, chipmunk. We're already late and they won't let us in now." Mattew said.

I sneezed and rubbed my nose.

"Sorry, excuse me."

They chuckled.

"You sick, peanut?" Richard asked.

"Yeah, I've having runny nose since morning and it's pretty annoying."

"Have you eaten anything?" Jace asked.

"Nope, was running late." I said.

"Come on, let's go eat something." Mattew said putting is hands over my shoulder.

I had no choice but to go with them. We went to the canteen, all of us bought burgers but I bought a cake and chocolate. I get sweet tooth whenever I'm sick or it started recently.

"Why you eating sweet so early in the morning?" Mattew asked annoyingly.

"First off, don't judge my sweet cravings when I'm sick. Second off, it's not early in the morning.. it's 9 freaking 15, asshole." I replied.

He just rolled his eyes and flicked my forehead. I hit him back and we started bickering.

"Shut up, people." Alex said.

We stopped bickering and Alex paid for all of us, I wanted to pay for mine. But he said.

"It's alright." He turned away walking hitting my shoulder on the way.

I was looking at him. Jace came next to me and said.

"Don't mind Alex, he's just cranky that this is the first time we've talken to girls. So he doesn't like it."

I just nodded my head and followed behind them. Me being me had started overthinking my whole life, that I shouldn't around people if I annoy them and everything. I snapped out of it, when Aiden spoke.

"You good, buttercup? You look kinda.. lost."

"Yeah kinda lost in my thoughts."

Matter kept seeing my chocolate.

"Don't you even dare. You touch anything I'll let you go but you touch my chocolate, I'll fucking cut your balls off and feed them to the dogs."

They laughed including Alex. Mattew raised his hands like he's surrending.

"That's better." I said.

"Feisty much, huh? Is it only for chocolate or for anything else?" Richard asked jokingly.

"Yes, for them, also to stand up for myself, to protect the ones I love and care about." I said chuckling.

"Your loved ones must be happy to have you." Jace said chuckling.

"I wish.. (I smiled) I don't really have people like that. It's usually the ones who try to act close with you because of your fame and money. My parents aren't around. So school, home I don't have people around me. Even thought I do have, do you know that feel when you feel lonely even when people are around? That's how I feel everyday." I replied and at the sametime bell rang.

I saw their faces and they looked blank, don't know what to say. I smiled and got up.

"I'll leave to class. Thanks for the food and desert, Alex. And I'm sorry if I'm bothering you hanging around with your friends." I said and left.

I went to class and sat in the last second bench, corner row because I was sick and I didn't wanna get more infected. The boys came in, Alex sat behind me, Jace next to him, Mattew next to me. Aiden and Richard next to them.

Jace was about to talk to me but the teacher came in. Thank god, I never usually share things to people. They are the first ones I actually ever told. I was surprised myself.

Somewhere in the middle of the class, my eyes started falling. I don't usually sleep in class. But I think it's because of the headache. I couldn't stop myself anymore. So I put my head down and slept.