Once in a Blue Moon

Chapter 4

(Picture of amethyst)
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"Yes Jannisa? Is something wrong?"
She hesitated to answer, her eyes darting and not looking at me straight. She looks very worried on how I'm going to react.

".....yes its...your mother"
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My heart instantly fell.
"¿Mi...madre? ¿Lo que paso?" (My mom? What happened?"
"Después de que te fuiste para el club se desmayó,Ninguno de los médicos saben lo que pasó" her eyes didn't meet mine when she whispered the part that tore me to pieces.
"Estoy Amatista Alfa siento Creo que es hora de que se vaya" (after you left to go to the club she passed out, none of the doctors know what happened. I'm sorry Alpha Amethyst, I think it's time for her to go.)
I fell to my knees still holding the phone to my ear, I was too shocked to hang up the phone. brad was quiet I think he heard everything. I was thankful that he gave me some quiet time and didn't say it was ok..because it wasn't. My mother was dying it was because her work was finished and now she had to join my loving father. who was ripped away from me..
I felt hot tears before I could stop them I let out a sob, then it turned to wails and howls of despair.. I was loosing my mind. I was loosing the person that kept me sane when I lost my father. I was loosing the one person that understood me in every scale possible.

I was loosing my mother...

I wiped off the tears. I knew this was coming it was just a shock that it was actually happening. Is this just a sick and cruel joke set up by the moon goddess? I haven't felt this heartbroken since my dad died...
I went up to the pack hospital to see my mom, I know she would want to talk to me. When I got there I started to feel tears prickling my eyes.
She looked half dead. Her skin pale almost see through, when I left she looked full of life, all bubbly and bossy. Now she looked like she could be barely lift her finger.. Her eyes were like staring into yellow tinted glass marbles.. I walked into the room, my mom's head turned and she smile it looked like it took all here strength to keep her eyes open.
"Hi mamá.. guess what?" I tried to smile but it was heart breaking.
....My... mother..
"I found my mate..now you can be with dad. You can see him again. tell him I said hey and I miss him even if he's with me all the time.." Hot tears fell down my eyes..I tried to stop them, but I broke a sob. I couldn't stop I was loosing the one that carried my heavy self for three months..(lycans give birth quicker than any werewolf or human. while humans take nine months, werewolves take six. but the birth of a Lycan is 40x worse. Some die after their child has been born)
"He really nice and very handsome..i wish you can meet him before you....you-" I didn't want to say it, I couldn't let her go.
'I love you my baby girl, please don't be mad at the moon goddess, atleast she let me raise you.' she said through mind link. Her eyes started to close.
"Mom! No mom! Keep your eyes open." I yelled.
'So, tired'
Beeeeeeeeeep!!!!
"No mom! Mom! Come back! You can't leave me! Mom!"
"Alpha-" the pack doctor started.
"No! GET OUT!!" He scurried out.
"I love you mom" I laid my hand onto her cold pale cheek.
"Be happy with dad"
I walked out no more tears left for me to cry I just called brad back I need to hear his voice.