BTS 8th Member | Yoongi X Reader

43| BIRTHDAY GIRL

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     We are currently on the verge of ending the year. It's a stressful ending since we have no rest. We work all hours, day and night. I've never felt so tired although I've been doing this for almost all my life. We travel near and far to perform but I've noticed a lot on Twitter, all about me.

     Every Idol has their bashers but I think mine is the worst than the rest of the members. Although some ARMYs were protecting me, I reached the point of having depression. I try not to show it to the members or whenever they ask, I'll tell them that I haven't heard any of that or I don't mind them. But deep inside, I am breaking from that. There were also rumors speculating about Seo Joon Oppa and I dating. And some fans were speculating about the film we did. Yoongi Oppa wasn't affected by the rumor since he knew everything about my connection with the rest of the cast members.

     But what hurts me the most is about the rumors of me dating and the haters thinks that I don't even deserve them because of age difference, they mock my physicality, and somehow my unworthy of living. They sound too harsh and cruel. I admit that I try not to think but who wouldn't? Thousands of people hate me because the members are very close to me, which they turned their jealousy into a death threat. I haven't approached anyone regarding this matter.

     Christmas and New Year came and we enter 2016. Some may say 'A New Beginning' but for us, it's 'Another Challenge'. It was starting to feel so tired to the point of giving up. I felt giving up when it was actually my birthday...

     The whole day was spent by working all day. At this point, I haven't seen any of the members. I walked to the Genius Lab. I rang the doorbell and called Yoongi Oppa.

     "Oppa, are you there?"

     "Ne." I heard a faint voice of Yoongi Oppa inside. I typed the code and went inside. As I close the door, he stand and hugged me.

     "Happy Birthday, jagi. Saranghae." Yoongi Oppa said.

     "Thank you, jagi. Thank you for the hugs. I really need it."

     "You're welcome." I hugged him tiredly as I felt him rub my back.

     "What are you up to, jagi?" He asks. 

     "Working myself up." 

     "Aish." He was about to break the hug but I tighten the grip. "Don't! Can we stay for a while?"

     "Okay." 

~AFTER AN HOUR~

     I am at his couch looking at the Twitter, reading the tweets of bashers against me. I saw ARMYs and my fans trying to defend me against those rude tweets about me but no matter how hard I try to not think about it, I can't help but feel so bad to the ARMYs for having such an Idol as me to have many imperfections and flaws not like the others.

     "What's your plan for tonight, jagi?" I heard Yoongi Oppa asked.

     "Eh? Not much. Maybe do a Vlive then rest. I don't celebrate my birthday." I only shrugged my shoulders.

     "Oh come on." 

     "I know." 

     "We can watch a movie if you want?" 

     "Unnie's planning that for tonight..." 

     "Dinner maybe?"

     "Yeah, we could. Then, can you bring me to Unnie's apartment? We'll have a movie there."