Unpredictable sequel (one shot)- {M.C}

My lovely angel.

It's been tough. It's getting so hard knowing that Astrid is not here with me anymore. The kids.. they have been crying in their sleeps. I think they are dreaming about her. I think they know since they have been asking where mommy is. I can't tell them. I don't have the heart too.

I told the girls. They were so heartbroken. We posted about the news a week after she passed. This is also what caused them to break up as they couldn't continue without her. It's been years by the way. Three years to be exact. Raelynn is six now while Everett is four.

While the kids are questioning where Astrid is, I've been writing music. This tour is the last tour as I can't keep going. I can't keep going knowing that this is how I met Astrid. Fuck, I miss her so much. My heart hurts everyday. The guys understand. They know that they can't force me to stay. Everything just sucks.

Also Crytsal got arrested for killing Astrid. I'm so happy that Astrid got the justice she deserved. Crystal won't hurt anyone anymore. I feel more safe knowing that she's gone and not in our lives anymore. My kids deserve to be happy.

I also still keep in contact with Mika and Jace. They have been such great friends. They have been helping me out around the house, especially looking after the kids when I couldn't. I will always be grateful for them.

Astrid's funeral happened and it was very emotional for everyone.

(Flashback to the funeral, Three years ago.)

I started getting ready but once I looked at myself at the mirror, I started to break down. Jace busted in and held me. I guess he heard me. "Michael. It's gonna be okay. We will be here for you." He said, softly and rubbed my back gently. "I don't know if I can do this. I'm not ready to let her go.." I continued to cry.

He sighed. "I'm not ready to let her go either but we have too. I know this sucks but just know that she loves all of us and that she's safe." I just nodded because I knew that he was right. "Go finish up, Michael. I'm gonna drive." He said and left, closing the door behind him.

I washed my face so I can look presentable and not like I've been crying ever since she passed. After a couple of minutes, I got out of the bathroom and all of us started driving to the cementary. I looked outside while the kids slept in their carseats. They aren't gonna remember any of this.

Once we got there, everything was set up and I got a wave of sadness hit me. I woke up the kids and we got out, walking to the chairs and sitting down. People are now showing up and I just looked down because if I look at them, I'm just gonna start crying again.

Time has passed and the priest asked if there is anyone that wanted to speak up. The girls went first, then Jace and Mika, then her dad. I was a crying mess at this point. What they had to say about Astrid just broke me. Once her dad finished, I slowly got up and walked over to her casket. I placed my hand on top of it and looked at everyone, sighing.

"Hello. If you don't know me, my name is Michael Clifford and I'm Astrid Sinclair's fiance and I'm the father of her children, Raelynn and Everett. I came up here because I wanna talk about her. She is an amazing person. She literally lights up the whole world." I smiled a little while some people chuckled.

"If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be the person I am today. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have been a father to our two amazing kids who light up my whole world. She has done great things. Especially when she was up on stage playing her bass. She looked so beautiful. That's how I fell for her and I will continue to fall for her."

Tears started to fall from my face as well as me hearing a few sniffles here and there.

I looked at her casket and smiled softly while continuing to cry. "Astrid. You made me the happiest man and I'm so lucky to have called you mine. You turned my life around in so many ways. I wished I was able to call you my wife.. I wished that we ended up getting married sooner. I wished that you didn't leave us so soon."

At this point I was bawling my eyes out. My chest started to hurt again. It hurts so much..

"I will always love you, Astrid. We will miss you so much.." I smiled slightly through my tears and kissed her casket. "You are so Unpredictable."