I woke up on the couch between Logan and Liam. Wiggling my way out of their hold I head straight to my room to take a shower. Today I woke up with cramps and that could only mean one thing. Period.
After I showered I had to sneak in Logan's room to steal one of his hoodies. I mean don't get me wrong I would wear one of mine but what fun is that.
I head downstairs to see everyone still asleep and decide to make some breakfast for them. I grab my speaker and phone and head to the kitchen. Turning on some music I grab two pans to make eggs and pancakes. We have to go food shopping seeing as we are out of milk, sausage, bacon, basically everything. Sighing I get started on making the food.
As I was almost done a song I had been working on came on and I added my lyrics to it as I began to sing.
I'll just keep my eyes closed
If you promise you won't let go
Cause I'm afraid one day I'll watch this fire die slow
I feel like a burden
Always wanting reassurance
Cause I'm afraid that there's a chance I'm not your person
Maybe I should be alone
Delete me from your phone
Leave and close the door, my friends will say "I told you so"
Leave me here in pieces
You've got a million reasons
But I see the way you look at me and I just can't believe it
I'm not worth it
Anyone could see that you're
Just too perfect
To love someone like me
I'm nothing special
So why'd you settle?
You'd never admit this but you could do better than me
But I'm glad that you're settling
Yeah, I'm glad that you're settling
Driving down a backroad
Staring out the window
Holding back a tear cause you said I look beautiful
But I don't believe you
And maybe that's the issue
Cause you kiss me and it feels too good to be true
I begin setting up the table with their food and utensils. I didn't make anything for myself seeing as I am not that hungry and I just really want ice cream. Heading over to the freezer I grab the pint of chocolate ice cream and a spoon and begin to eat as I sing.
My world begins to slow
I need you like a home
Where I can always go and close the door so I'll stay warm
You love me at my weakest
You hold me till I'm healing
I see the way you look at me and I just can't believe it
I'm not worth it
Anyone could see that you're
Just too perfect
To love someone like me
I'm nothing special
So why'd you settle?
You'd never admit this but you could do better than me
But I'm glad that you're settling
Yeah I'm glad that you're settling
Yeah I'm glad that you settled for me
Someone grabs my ice cream and I give them the deadliest glare I could give.
"Carter if you want to keep your dick give me back my ice cream," I say coldly. He looks taken aback before glaring at me.
"You need real food young lady," He says.
"Carter I am on my period right now so if you do not give me back my ice cream I will cut off your dick and staple it to your fucking head. Then you can be a real fucking unicorn," I tell him grabbing my ice cream from his hand. I hear laughter and look up to see everyone up.
"I made breakfast, eat," I tell them. They nod fast and hurry to the kitchen table.
"Carter, I am sorry. I tend to get cranky during this time. Oh, I need some things so can someone go out for me. I want to stay home," I tell him. He looks even more shocked at my mood change but nods nonetheless.
"Hey, is that my hoodie?" Logan asks and I nod. He smiles and shakes his head.
"Stop taking my things," He says and I smirk.
"No," I simply say.
After breakfast, everyone except Malachi left to go to the store saying they all left saying "They needed some things"
Now I am curled up in my room watching Fifty Shades of Grey. Fuck, Christian is hot. It was just getting good when Mal came in. I quickly paused it and looked at him.
"Yes?" I ask
"Um, I was wondering if maybe I could join you?" He asks shyly. I chuckle and nod.
"Yes, but warn you I am watching pretty serious stuff," I say as he climbs under my covers. I get comfortable with my head on his chest and my leg in between his. I start the movie back over.
2 Hours Later
I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up it was because the front door closed loudly. Groaning I try to roll over when I remember Mal.
"Pretty boy, get off," I say groaning as his head was in between my boobs like they were pillows. He groans and shakes his head.
"If you don't get off I will not let you have any cuddles for the rest of the week," I say sternly. He shoots up and moves away.
"I'M UP!" He exclaims falling off the bed. I begin laughing making him glare at me when he gets off the floor. Next thing I know he is on top of me tickling me. I begin laughing so hard I end up snorting. He stops what he is doing and smirks.
"Did you just snort?" He asks teasing.
"Me...No," I say trying to push him off. He leans down kissing my lips catching me off guard.
"It doesn't matter if you did or not I still love you, Texas," He says. I just stared up at him with so much emotion in my eyes that I couldn't help grabbing him forcefully and kissing him.
"HEY! WE ARE HOME!" Alistair exclaims throwing open my door. He gasped when he saw us making us pull away. Mal groans and looks back at Alis.
"What? Don't give me that look, mister. You guys were up here having fun without me?" He fakes being hurt. I chuckle and push Mal off of me as I sit up.
"Come on let's get some lunch in you," Mal says and I nod.
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