shut me up

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"shut up" I quickly swallowed my words
and felt them drip down my throat and drop to my stomach
my head is screaming at me and now my stomach is retching up the word vomit I shoved down my throat for you
"shut up"
Are you happy that I lay in bed beside you with a burning pit in the center of my guts
All for you
"shut up"

You want me like a silent obedient puppy dog 
& I numbly obey.

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