Not my father?!(taekook)

Part 24

I-It can't be true,t-that can't be true!!
N-No I-it's impossible!
The boy mumbles,his tears kept falling on his cheeks.
He held the paper again and looked at it
His blurred vision not letting him read
He harshly wipes his eyes and tried to read
He just was trying to lie to himself maybe his eyes tricked him but unfortunately NO
It was there,His Name with the black bold ink and his father or the man he thought was his father name was there too.
Damn it jungkook as if your life isn't bad enough.

He kept crying tears won't stop all his life he lived with a man who isn't his real dad.
Who has no relation to him.
All his life Taehyung had been lying to him.

Fifteen minutes the boy was just crying
He didn't know what else he should do
And at some point he felt his chest beginning to tighten and he knew he was going to have a panic attack if he didn't stop himself.

He tried his best to take deep breaths and stop his tears but his eyes won't listen
He can't have a panic attack now,he is alone
And especially not like this not in Taehyung office.

He hurriedly with shaking hands forced himself to return everything in its original place but before he return the doomed file
He took out his phone and with shaking hands
He snapped some pictures of it.

He returned everything to the way it was before,locked the drawer he shouldn't have opened it in the first place look where his curiosity got him at the end.

He got out side the office closed the door and walked to his room stumbling here and there
He really felt like his legs were jelly.

Jungkook closed his bedroom door and slide down leaning on it and he cried even harder
He didn't want to know not now not like this.

The night went awfully slow for the young boy
His heart hurted but at this point jungkook didn't know was it because he couldn't breath
Or becouse what he found out
He dragged himself to his bed burying himself under the sheets and let his pillow be the witness of his tears.

After a while and not just alittle while
Tiredness took over his body and he fall asleep.
That night Taehyung returned home to a silent house,no jungkook at the door to welcome him
Like usual and he couldn't find him anywhere else.

He walked to the boy room and if it wasn't for the lights he wouldn't have seen the little bump under all the blankets,he smiled and walked towards him moving the blanket from the boy head a bit and leaned down to kiss his cheeks,he frown jungkook nose,cheeks,lips
All were red and not to mention that his eyes looked a bit puffy with wet eyelashes.

Did you cry?!
Taehyung whispered caressing the boy hairs
What made you cry baby?!
He said kissing on the boy cheek gently
He didn't want to wake him up.
He slowly went away to his room and left the door a jar so the boy wouldn't freak out when he wakes up and find the door locked.

The next morning jungkook woke up feeling his head is about to explode,he doesn't have energy to go to school heck he doesn't have energy to get out of bed even.

But he have too if he stays he wouldn't stop thinking about what he figured out last night
And just at the thought his eyes welled up with tears again.when he was done getting ready for his school he hesitated before walking down stairs,he didn't wanna meet him not now not today,he wasn't ready and his head was throbbing that he can't think of anything right now.