Half a heart ( Book 1)

Chapter 29

⚠️Tw: anxiety, medication, psych ward⚠️
Charlie's pov:
My anxiety has been so bad this past 3 weeks. Nick is away on holiday and I can't see him until next week. I miss him so much, he makes everything so much better.

I am sitting in my room picking at my fingers and biting my nails again. I am so anxious, and nothing seems to help me calm down.

I heard a knock at my door. "Charlie can I come in?" It was Harry.

"Ok" I said barely above a whisper. He opened the door and I quickly stopped biting my nails.

As he walked in the room but as soon as I stopped biting my nails one started bleeding.

"Charlie, did you bite your nails again" he asked as he sat down next to me, I nodded and looked down at my lap breaking eye contact.

"Are you missing Nick?" I nodded my head and harry wrapped his arms around me and I cried into his chest.

"How about we go downstairs and I plaster your fingers, and then we can have a look at getting you some fidget toys" I nodded slightly and Harry picked me up and took me downstairs.

He sat me down on the kitchen counter and started looking for the first aid box. Once he found it he sat it down next to me.

"Okay Charlie, I am just going to plaster up your fingers" he smiled and began plastering my fingers. I wince a little as I had bit my fingers too far.

"Alright Charlie, all done. Would you like to watch a movie in mine and Louis room since the boys are not here?" Harry asked.

I slowly nodded my head. Harry put everything away and then he picks me up and takes me up stairs to his room.

He puts me down on the bed and gets everything for the movie and turns the movie on. We are watching Moonlight. I cuddle up to Harry and we watch the movie.

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I must have fallen asleep because I woke up to Harry playing with my hair and the tv was turned off and I was laying down. My vision was still blurry as I was just waking up but after a little while I could see.

"Hey Charlie" Harry smiled and ran a hand through my hair.

"Hi" I whispered back. I was really tired but it felt rude to be falling asleep during a movie.

"The boys are back and they brought some dinner, are you hungry? Harry asked. I looked at my lap and then I felt his hands holding mine.

"I know you're probably not that hungry but can you try eat just a little bit. You can face time nick if it makes you more comfortable" Harry suggested and I nod my head. I was really tired so Harry picked me up and carried me downstairs...