Desires|Matheo Riddle

Lier lier.

I was about to walk into my dorm with Matheo behind me but I stopped and turned around.

"Can I just see Pansy alone for a while?" I asked. He nodded and kissed me on my forehead before walking to his dorm.

I walked inside of my dorm to be greated by Pansy who runs up to me and hugs me. I hugged her back and we sat down and talked for ages. She asked me how everything was and I lied about everything. I didn't want to but I couldn't tell her the truth about anything. Not even Nic...

"I'm glad you had fun" she said going to lay back down on her bed. She was happy and greatful. How did I know that? I could feel everything she felt?! That's crazy. Shit the stone. It contained magical mysteries, I must have unlocked them while disposing of it. I started testing out random things. I can read peoples thoughts and feel there emotions.

I got stressed out about everything and hated hearing about everyone's lives already. I needed to go somewhere quiet, somewhere people don't go too often because there scared. I went to Mathoes and Tom's room. I could hear there thoughs through the door. They both felt guilt and was both picturing my face when Nic... and all they did was hold me back.

I walked in the room and there eyes shot at me, I closed the door behind me and leaned on it.

"I need help" I said walking to sit on Matheos bed.

"I... I can hear everyone's thoughts and feel how they feel" I mumbled.

"Fuck the truth stone, when you destroyed it you must have taken its power" Tom said sceptical. Matheo gave me his wand.

"Do a levitation spell" he said. I did and my magic felt too strong for me, everything flew up in the air and I lowered the wand so everything would go back to normal.

"Shit, we need to teach you control" Matheo said.

"No I don't care about that these thoughts and feelings-" I buried my head into my hand and Matheo pulled me into him "I can't do this...".

"No you have our help" Tom said kneeling infront of me."Your powers will calm down when you accept...Nicolas is gone" he stuttered.

"Why was you two there.." I asked. They both looked down and disappointed, I read there minds.

"Your scared of your dad and you still helped me?" I asked. They both looked at me kind of surprised.

"We love you we wasn't going to let you die" Tom said.

Matheo agreed and said "you mean the most to me, not fake dating purposes" we all laughed.

"It's hard not to tell Pansy, I don't know what I'm going to do with Theo" I muttered. Matheo places his hand on my thigh.

"We will figure it out, I promise" he smiled at me and I smiled back. Even thought they was against me which was unexpected there here for me. If they wasn't there I'd actually be dead. I'm highly greatful for them both.

***

I woke up cuddling up to Matheo. When I sat there admiring him I realised I can focus my powers. Therefore, if I think about one person specifically I can focus on there thoughts and feelings. It was easy enough as it was only us three in the room, I don't know what it would be like later on.

"Your staring" Matheo said grinning as he opened his eyes looking down at me.

"I'm admiring" I mumbled. He kissed me and I kissed him back.

"Do not fuck when I'm right next to you" Tom groaned. Me and Matheo both giggled and sat up.

"Shame,I'm going to get change." I say leaving. When I come back they both turned to me. Matheos mind was fully of...images.

"I wouldn't read my mind if I was you." He grinned. I roled my eyes and sat on his lap kissing him.

"Ew I'm leaving" Tom said walking out the dorm door.

"You seriously need to control your thoughts" I laughed pulling away.

"You seriously should think about that before wearing my hoodie" he said running his fingers up and down my thighs.

"Mhm" I mumbled kissing his neck and putting my fingers through his hair. "Is it a problem me wearing your hoodie?" I say against his neck still kissing it.

"Looks better off, only around me though" he chucked. I roled my eyes and continued. His hands got higher up my thighs as he carressed them.

***

Me and Matheo walked into the slytherin common room together and I could feel Tom's wind up mind.

"Don't even think about it" I say to Tom and Matheo sits down giggling. I say stood up and link eye contact with Theo, he pulled me into him and I put my head on his shoulder as his arm went around me.

I've never thought about how Matheo felt about that but I could feel his jealousy which wasn't my intentions. I wasn't going to stop though, me and Theo have been doing this ever since we met, as friends.

I tried reading Theos thoughts and he was thinking about when we first met. It was amazing to think of, gosh I wish I could tell him so bad but if I did he'd be in danger, I was told no one could know.

"So what we doing for your birthday tomorrow" I asked Pansy.

"You remembered" I felt her exitment and love.

"Of course you muppet, now tell me" I say getting up and jumping next to her on the sofa.

"I was thinking we could go to town?" She asked. She didn't seem too sure and I could hear her thoughts screaming she wanted to do something else.

"Oh cmon I know you want a party, I'll set everything up" I said flashing her a smile. She seemed extatic and hugged me but then pulled away quickly.

"But it's tomorrow, you can't do that by yourself" she said confused.

"I'll call Nic" as I said them words I felt my throat ache, I wanted to cry at the sound of his name. I looked at Matheo and I could feel his and Tom's guilt and worry only Matheos was stronger.

"Thank you!" She squeeled hugging me again I hugged her back, then pulled away getting up.

"Well I have a party to plan" I said walking out, Matheo and Tom followed me.

"Elena" Tom yelled I didn't turn around, my eyes was watering and I didn't want them to feel more guilty. Matheo grabbed my hand and walked infront of me leading me to the library. I felt everyone's face on us as we walked, they was feeling disgusted and some jealous which only made me feel worse.

I admired the books facing the opposite direction to them. "Darling" Matheo said spinning me around. I covered my face with my hands and Matheo wrapped his arms around me.

"Are you okay?" Tom asked.

"No he's dead...and you two are making it worse" I said pulling away. "I can feel how guilt you both feel" I muttered.

"What did you expect, we pinned you down while they killed your family" Tom's voice was heartless and Matheo turned to him with a mad expression.

"If we didn't you'd be dead and so would we. We shouldn't of been there in the first place and for that I'm sorry" Matheo said turning back to me and stroking my cheek. I sniffled and wiped my eyes.

"That's all over now, I have a party to plan" I smiled. Tom smiled and walked away but Matheo still looked worried.

"I'm fine Matty."

"Mhm" he mumbled and hugged me. I hugged him back. "I'm going to be with you the whole time, through everything".

"Is that a promise?" I chuckled.

"Most Definately" he laughed softly back still hugging me.