Secrets|| l.h.

baby girl

(not proof read... again)

currently Luke and I were sitting on my couch watching movies. right now Aladdin was on the screen and Luke has been singing along the whole entire movie. I had to admit he had an amazing voice. Like damn, this kid could sing.

Luke was laying on his stomach with his head resting on my lap. he also had pushed up my pant leg so he could run his hand up and down my leg. I was softly playing with his hair and rubbing his back.

"sweetheart", Luke said after a few moments of us just watching the movie.

"yes, Luke", I asked looking down at him.

"I'm tired", he said sitting up.

"come on", I said grabbing his hand leading to my bedroom, remembering to turn of the Tv.

when we got to my room Luke let go of my hand and walked over to the side of my bed and stopped to remove his shirt and jeans. i quickly looked away blushing.

I threw my hair in a pony tail and when I turned back around Luke was already laying in my bed so I went to lay with him. sighing I crawled into bed and he opened his arms for me to crawl into.

he had his arm around my waist and was rubbing my back. my hands were pressed against his bare chest.

we stayed silent for a moment, neither of us talking just breathing heavily with our eyes open.

"I'm not tired anymore", Luke said randomly.

"me either", I said peeking up at him.

"what do you want to do", he asked me rubbing my back again.

"can we just sit here for a little", I asked
sitting up.

he sat up with me. the bedspread Falling off of his torso," sure."

we just kinda stared at each other for a minute. I wanted to kiss Luke. that's what I wanted to do, not just sit here. but I was scared Luke didn't want to kiss me. I mean yeah, we've kissed before but it still made me nervous.

"can I kiss you", he asked suddenly. well that made the a lot easier.

I only nodded and quickly leaned forward. our lips met and fireworks exploded in my stomach.

I put one hand in his hair and one on his chest. Luke just placed both his hands on my cheeks.

his tongue swiped my upper lip and I allowed him entrance. as the kiss deepened Luke placed his hands on the back of my thighs and picked me up sitting me on his lap, basically straddling him.

the kiss went on like this for awhile until Luke's hands moved from my thigh to the sides of my body, rubbing slowly.

images of his large hands doing this flash through my mind and I flinched, quickly jumping away from Luke.

"Arden, I'm so sorry", he said trying to reach out to grab me, I flinched away.

he looked hurt," sweetheart, I would never hurt you like that."

I felt a tear running down my cheek. before I knew it I was violently sobbing.

"Arden, please", Luke said reaching towards me. this time I let him. he pulled me to him and cradled me like a baby.

"Arden, I want you to listen to me, okay?", he asked playing with my hair. I only nodded.

"I would never, ever in my entire life force you into anything. I'm sorry I scared you. I was just.. i don't know. I didn't think that would scare you so much" , he said.

"i know... I'm sorry, Luke. I just I pictured his hands on me and I just..", i couldn't finish my sentence without feeling like bursting into tears. Luke only hugged me tighter.

"let's go to sleep", he said softly.

"okay", I said crawling out of his grip and laying down again.

"get some sleep, sweetheart", he said wrapping his arm around me.

"goodnight, Luke", I whispered.

"goodnight", he said pulling me closer.

and with that I fell asleep in his arms.

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his rough hand ran down my body, the other one over my mouth muffling my sobs. I thrashed in his grip but in the end he was to strong. it was hopeless... I was hopeless.

"Arden! ARDEN", I woke up to Luke yelling my name.

I was sweating and crying all at once, like always when I have that dream. it's always the same dream over and over. I can feel and see his hands just never his face.

"Arden. Arden, it's okay", Luke said cradling me. it seems he's been tending to me all night and I feel bad. I'm such a pest.

I never said anything back. I just cried into his chest, not caring if I'm annoying anymore.

"baby girl, I've got you. you're alright...Arden, I promise you're perfectly fine. I've got you baby girl", he cooed trying to calm me.

after a few more minutes of him trying to calm me I finally stopped crying. Luke kept rocking me back and forth and playing with my hair until I fell into a deep sleep.

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OKAY SO THIS IS KINDA SHORT BUT EH. ITS WHATEVER... I KINDA LIKE. I HOPE YA'LL DO. IM GETTING INTO THE BOOK AGAIN SO THATS GOOD. BUT YEAH. THATS ALL NOW. BYE MY PRECIOUS UNICORNS.

-GRACE