My Psychiatrist || Soukoku

7|| Behind The Closed Door [Part - 1]

Welcome to the second update of today :3! 

Make sure that you didn't skip the previous chapter ^-^! 

Warning! 

This chapter contains slight mentions of smut! Not completely smut, but if you are uncomfortable, please don't read the chapter! I won't tolerate any hate comments! 

If you decide to read anyway, enjoy ^-^! 

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Osamu Dazai

Since that day we visited that town, things between Chuuya and me had changed.

He was much more open with me now and he was not holding back his true emotions. We talked more often and more openly.

Even when we were not together, I could sense his presence in my life. I had never felt more connected to someone before.

We still kept secrets, but shared understanding between us was much more stronger than it had been before.

The town we had visited together kept popping up in my mind. The peaceful atmosphere of the place which was combined with the bright colors of the leaves and flowers brought a sense of warmth to my heart.

I often thought back to that day and the way we had been together. I was no longer alone and I had found my other half.

I had found Chuuya.

I had fallen in love with Chuuya...

I was so scared of how I felt, but I couldn't deny it anymore. It was a feeling that I had never felt before and it was so strong that it almost overwhelmed me. I could feel my heart was racing when I thought of him and my stomach would do flips every time I saw him. I had to admit that I was in love.

I knew it was risky but I couldn't help it. I had to take a chance and follow my heart.

So with that decision I made I headed to Chuuya's room.

I slowly opened his door and peaked inside, but he didn't seem to be there. I quietly crept inside and looked around. I noticed the mess of books, papers and artifacts were scattered around the room. I couldn't hold my curiousity anymore, so I started to flip through some of the books and papers.

"Dazai? What are you doing here?" Chuuya asked.

"I was looking for you Chuuya." I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him closer.

"For what?" Chuuya asked with a faint blush on his face.

"To tell you something." I said blushing as well.

"What is it?" Chuuya asked curiously.

I took a deep breath. "I love you, Chuuya." I said quickly.

He paused, his bright eyes widened as he looked at me. He seemed surprised, but his expression quickly softened. He smiled and reached out to hold my hands. "I love you too." He said. His voice was soft and gentle.

I went closer to Chuuya. "Chuuya, if you don't mind... Can I kiss you?" I asked blushing.

"Yes..." Chuuya said blushing.

I leaned over and kissed him softly. Our hearts raced as we felt the warmth of each other's lips. Time seemed to stop for a moment as we shared this tender moment together. It was a gentle and sweet kiss that left us both breathless.