My Psychiatrist || Soukoku

9|| Let's Go To Our Home, My Love

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This chapter contains homophobia and disowning! If you don't like it or feel uncomfortable with these kind of things please don't read the chapter! I won't tolerate any hate comments and insults! 

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Osamu Dazai

There was an uncomfortable silence in the room... I just wished the ground would both of them whole and they disappeared forever.

"Is the reason why you are a successful therapist?" My mother spoke sarcastically, breaking the unnerving silence in the room. "Do you seduce your every patient? Is that a part of your sessions?" Then she turned to me. Yes, she never looked at me in a loving way before, but the hatred I saw on her face... It still hurt... "Did we raise you like that? How can you be so disgusting? Let alone the fact that you just slept with your therapist, you slept with a man! Did we raise you like that?"

Moreover my father began speaking. "You have shamed us! If this incident is ever heard you will ruin the reputation I have built all my life! You are a disgrace to our family! You don't deserve to carry our surname! Take everything that is yours and go! Never come back again! If you do, you better to consider yourself as dead." My father said without any hesitation. Just like expected from my father, his voice held no semblance of remorse as he disowned his own flesh and blood. He then paused, taking a deep breath and pinching the arch of his nose. He shook his head in disbelief. "What kind of person have you become?"

"Dear..." My mother put her hand on my father's shoulder. "We can't disown him..." It was not because she cared about me. It was because I was their only child. Their child who they forgot they had. "In some conditions of course." She added.

I could see the anger in Chuuya's eyes, but I calmed him down by putting my hand on his arm. I really wanted to hear their bullshits. It was amusing.

"Oh yes." My father turned to me. "You won't see this guy in any way." My father focused his gaze to Chuuya now. He was looking at my beloved as if he was some kind of disgusting insect. I wanted to punch him until his nose was broken and all of his teeth were fallen. "Let's come to you now. You will leave my house right now and you will never come back. If you step through this door ever again, you will be a dead man."

At that point I couldn't keep my emotions back anymore. So I began laughing. I laughed and laughed. This was far from being a happy laugh though. Both of my parents were surprised to see that I showed a reaction for the first time after all this time. I finally composed myself and began speaking. "You know what, mother? You were right about something. You two didn't raise me like that. You two didn't raise me in another way either. You two didn't raise me in any way at all! Now what are you asking me about, mother?" I told the last word venomously. I didn't give them any chance to speak. After all it seemed like they were still in shock. "Now, let's come to you, father." I continued talking with the same venomous tone. "Where have you been in my life? When was the last time you were present in my life? Oh, wait. Let me give you a clue. The answer is a five lettered word. Initial letter is 'n' and last letter is 'r'." I laughed bitterly a little while longer. "Still couldn't find the answer? Then, let me tell you." I said calmly, but then I slammed my fist against the wall. "Never! So neither of you two can ask me about it! I raised me by myself and become someone like this! You have no rights to comment about the person as I am when you were never my parents! Do you want to disown me? That's completely fine by me! I don't give a flying fuck! After all you were never my parents! I was just one extra mouth who you feel obliged to feed for both of you! I care about neither being the heir of your dirty, illegal works nor carrying your surname!"

They both were froze in shock. My mother was the first one who was out of the shock. "Oh, so you can talk?" She said grimacing.

I chuckled. "I could already talk. I just didn't want to talk or communicate non-verbally with scumbags like you."

"Scumbags?" My father gave me a condescending smirk. "Who was the one who had slept with a man? Me?"

I didn't want to stay there any longer or waste any other minute talking with them. So I held my hand out to Chuuya. "Let's go."

Chuuya held my hand and we started walking, but then he stopped abruptly. I looked at him confused. "What's wrong?"

"I just have something which I have been wanting to give your father for a long time." Chuuya said calmly. I was even more confused when he planted a gentle kiss on the back of my hand before letting go of my hand and walked toward my father with the same calm demeanor.

Chuuya stood in front of my father and suddenly punched him on his jaw with all his strength. Because of Chuuya's strong punch, my father lost his balance and fell onto the ground.

My mother screamed and ran toward my father who was laying on the ground and was groaning.

Chuuya walked back to me, he was still calm, holding his hand out to me. "Now we can go to our home, my love." He said with a warm and gentle voice.

I gladly accepted and took his hand. With that we left, leaving the house which I had the darkest times of my life behind us.

The journey to home was silent and peaceful. There was a sense of contentment which filled both of us. I felt a connection with Chuuya like I had never felt before. We shared a strong bond of understanding and trust between us and I knew that no matter what had happened in my past, in Chuuya's eyes, I was loved.

When we first met, Chuuya made me feel safe and truly at peace for the first time in my life.

As Chuuya opened the door of his apartment, I knew that this was our home now.

Chuuya and I were at home.  

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