Stabbing Pains

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Stab stab stab
Slash slash slash
These are not only the sound of a knife
These are also the sounds of pain
Not only physical pain
But mental pain
Yet they feel the same
Mental pains that hurt so badly
it radiates
From your core
To the rest of your body

Stab stab stab
Slash slash slash

Why does it hurt so much
No I don't mean the cuts
I mean the mental pain
I feel better when I cut

It feels like discipline
For all the wrong doings I have done
For all the problems I have caused

I don't know why
I can't be like everyone else
It's so hard to not think of it
Sometimes I wish
I could just slash a little deeper
Maybe it will solve everything
I want to disappear
I'm worthless anyway
Stab stab stab
Slash slash slash

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