Her Eternal Love

Beginning of a new life

If one year ago someone told me that I will have to get ready to go to college today, I would throw up immediately. College? Really? How? How am I going to college?

Wait, let me atleast introduce myself to you. My name is Azha. Well that's what my mother used to call me. Now that she's not here anymore, I would like to go with my formal name. Ava starlet. My friends call me Ava. And my father calls me Starlet.

I have pure brunette long hair, i look okay. Well okay to myself. Skinny enough? I guess. Well that's what I always wanted to be.

Oh but I hate myself. I really do. Why? I have so many reasons to. Ever since my mom passed away, I have isolated myself from every one. I dropped out of college for a year. I didn't look at myself through the mirror and now I am here, getting ready for college.

Why?

My dad last night literally emotionally blackmailed me into going to college, saying it was my mother's biggest dream to see me graduating college. Well here I am then, fulfilling my mother's wish. Because she was the dearest to me, the only person who cared.

Oh but I hate college. I hate people. I hate new people. Old people. I hate everything about college. I wish I could stay at home. But sigh.

Imagine

I got ready for college, I did my hair in a pony tail and wore a normal red cardigan. It was almost fall, so it was a bit chilly outside. I got my books in my back and headed downstairs.

Kitchen:

Why did my dad always play such classing old songs?

I watch my dad cook for himself, he smiles and cooks eggs and sausages. I wonder to myself, does he ever miss my mom? I never saw him crying once. Or even mourn. He just works, and stays like he always was.

Oh Starlet! My dad was shocked to see me, out of my cage after ages. Look at you! You look absolutely gorgeous sweetheart. He's so melodramatic. But he looks stunned. He walks to me and gives me a hug. I feel irritated. But it's nice to have a hug in a while.

Dad: today is going to be so great! I can almost feel it

Yeah. Almost dad. Sarcasm

Dad: come on, don't give me such a long face. You are going to be OKAY.

Hm. Can I leave? I will miss the bus.

Dad: aren't you going to have breakfast sweetie?

Mm.. I had an icecream last night. Hell no. I will have something later dw. I go.

Dad: :,).. okay.

I left. Immediately. And headed for the bus. For the stupid college. I hate it.