Her Eternal Love

Accept it, you deserved it anyway.

Cafeteria had lunch, I hate food. I hate the sight of food. But I managed to chug down a banana. Atleast.

Mim: BITCH. LONG TIME NO- oh sorry.

Please. Do not scream.

Mim: you Came. Damn.

Huh..

Mim: why the long face?

.....

Mim: sorry, but do share. Mim sat beside me.

I somehow managed to talk. I had to talk.
Abrar.. he.. *it's so hard to talk*

Mim: changed..? We all know.

What..

Mim: he even stopped talking to us.

...... what..?

Mim: yeah, he joined the jocks. He's the football player now. He dates Ulrica. And well, he's not the smiley Abrar anymore. He's just, abrar. Rude. Doesn't smile. And.. doesn't naturally talk to anyone.

And it's all.. because of me.

Mim: well, you did leave..

My mom. Died mim.

mim: and you did not consider to take support from him? You pushed him away so what did you expect?

I expected him to..

Mim: what..?

Nothing.

I left.

Home

My room felt like an eternal cave of darkness. Perfectly upsetting. Perfectly depressing. And so I dug my face in my pillow and cried. I kept on crying until.. I don't know when. It was 2AM or 3AM. But I did. Cry. Like a bitch. Because it hurt. So much. To lose all of it. To lose him. I couldn't bear the sight of him with Ulrica. I could not watch him turn into.. someone else. This new.. version of him. Which was.. so different. How..

Why..

It's all my fault.

I deserved it anyway.

He's gone. And he's not mine anymore.