my brothers best friend - tom kaulitz

Chapter 13: Forbidden

I stand in front of the mirror, looking at myself. I let my hair loose from the messy ponytail, and my long, straightened hair falls down. Slowly, I brush through my hair, taking a deep breath.

Emily and Tess have left and Maddie walks in – Caleb's new girl. It feels a bit strange that she's joining us on our trip to Greece. It's my first time meeting her, and in 10 minutes we're leaving for the airport together for a two-week trip. Caleb and Maddie aren't even officially dating, as far as I know. But I don't even care about that. It's the thought of being left alone with Tom while they're busy with each other.

"Hi! It's nice to finally meet you! I'm Maddie, by the way," Maddie says with a soft laugh, giving me a hug. She's really cheerful. I force a smile and say, "Yeah, it is. Don't worry, I know. Caleb talks a lot about you," trying to sound calm, but there's a weird feeling inside me.

Before I realize it, we're already inside the Uber. I'm seated in the back with my headphones on, blasting music to drown out Caleb and Maddie, who seem to be in their own world of constant flirting and kissing right next to me. My eyes drift to tom, who's in the front seat.

My gaze fixates on his side profile, that sharp jawline. I observe his outfit - a baggy t-shirt and jeans, the classic Tom look. I can't help but notice the details, like his hands, strong and veiny from hours of strumming his guitar. His unintentional man spread catches me off guard.

TOM'S POV

My face looking towards the road in front of me, but i cant help but watch her in the corner of my eye. I see her looking at me, that small top and shorts driving me mad. Her pettiness gives me so many ideas and thoughts of what id do to her. scenarios go through my mind the whole car ride, i imagine her doing anything for me, doing everything I say, as a way to show me how much she needs me. the thought of her getting on her knees for me and obeying me. the thought of making her moan again. it makes me so hard just thinking about it. I hate how I had sex with her the first time. I treated her horribly, and I knew it. I made it so quick as well, because I knew that Caleb would be home soon. if only she knew, if she had a whole night with me, id make it the best night of her life.

but I cant. I need to hate her.

ALEX'S POV

Wandering through the airport, I check out everything around me, dragging my suitcase in my right hand. I glance to my right and notice Tom walking beside me, totally absorbed in his phone like he's deep into a text. Suddenly, a wave of jealousy hits me. Who could he be texting? A girl, maybe? Ugh, why am I even bothered? Shaking off those weird feelings, I decide to head into the bookshop to grab something to read on the plane.

"Hey girl," Maddie greets me with a big smile, joining me as the guys head to the smoking area. Returning the smile, I say, "Hey, Maddie," and we start exploring the bookshop together. Maddie offers to help me find a book, mentioning she's a reader. I playfully tease, "You're a reader? You don't look like one," and we share a laugh. She chuckles along and confesses, "Oh, I don't read what you might think," giving a little grin as she checks out the romance section. "Romance is my thing," she explains. Curious, I ask, "Really? Any recommendations?" Maddie pulls out a book called "Icebreaker" and says, "Trust me, read it," with a little giggle. I giggle back, saying, "Alright," excited to dive into a book she promises is worth the read.

TOMS POV:

I exhale a puff of smoke, looking at Caleb curiously. "So, you and Maddie, Seems like things are getting serious," I comment. He leans in, sharing, "Honestly, it's not like we're super committed or anything. We're not, like, in love, but I'm really into her. I want to spend a lot of time with her during these two weeks." I nod, saying, "Got it." He continues, "Of course, I'll hang out with you and Alex too, but I know Alex needs some space. She's stressing over her exams and could use a breather. Just, you know, keep an eye on her. We're headed to Europe, and who knows what might happen there," a hint of worry in his voice. "Yeah, yeah, no worries. I've got Alex covered." I assure him.

ALEXS POV

I turn the pages, and it hits me—I'm already halfway through the book. Shifting in my seat, I try to find a comfy position. Glancing at Maddie beside me, I notice she's fast asleep, and it seems like everyone else on the plane is too. Behind us, Tom and Caleb are in their seats, doing who knows what. My eyes are getting heavy as I try to follow the interesting story. Even though the book is holding my attention, my mind keeps drifting to my own life. I'm going to Greece with Tom. fucking Tom. It's like it hasn't sunk in yet. Strangely, I can't help but feel more excited than disappointed. Tess was right; I'm actually going to Greece. I decide I need to push thoughts about Tom and our... tension to the back of my mind and focus on the trip.

Hey, sorry I haven't been updating for weeks now, I did this chapter today, and I'm gonna do definitely a few tomorrow... look forward to it and get ready for the Greece trip 😋