●Chapter Five●

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Isabella

🎶Noah cyrus - Good cry

I watch as Toni and his father leave. He looks back at me and winks, I blush a little.

Serina comes and helps my mother to clear up the table, I help them so that I can prepare to leave. Once we are done ,my father makes his way to his bedroom and mom.

I take my bag but before that my mother says something .

" I see you and Antonio are becoming close hunny" she says

I look at her feeling tired, I really have no time for this

"Mom I have to leave "I tell her but I can see the hurt in her eyes

" ain't you goona sleep here "Well that was the plan but as of now I don't wanna be in her presence

"No,I have things to do Tomorrow morning "I say without care in the world

"Mhmh ,well please come home again "she tells me looking enthusiastic

"I don't think I'll find time with my busy schedule" I tell her but I see the disappointment in her eyes

"Baby I'm sorry, can you please not resent me "
She looking hurt

"I'm sorry mother ,but I don't know what you are talking about,but 'I still want to have a mother '"
I see pain in her eyes ,at this point I don't give a flying fuck .

"Please baby don't be like that ,I was emotional please baby" she holds my hand ,I feel very emotional.

"Mother I need to leave, let go of my hand."
I shrugg her hand and make it to the door

I get into the car and I drive on an instant I don't wanna be here anymore.

I see my apartment complex and the tension I've been feeling on my shoulders is becoming less slightly.

I park my car and make my way to the elevator I press the 15th floor .I'm literally tired and I don't want anything.

The door of the elevator opens and I take out my keys and turn left ,I open my door with my keys and I can finally feel free .

My apartment is dark ,but I don't even turn on the lights because I'm tired and need sleep ASAP.
I take out my phone and check if I have any massage, but it's only from my mom checking if I arrived safely.

I roll my eyes and get Into the bathroom .I Strip everything off my body and put my dirty scrubs into the washing basket .I'll do those tomorrow.

I wear a shower cap and get into the shower, I turn the water hot and get into the spray ,I let the water cascade down on my body I stand there and think about everything in the past 24 hours.

For starters I'm getting married to someone I don't have feelings for or know for that matter .I hate my life. The person I loved with my soul and body just disappeared like air .sometimes I feel like he was not real.

I feel like I have soaked my body enough, I take my lemon soap and a washcloth and wash my body.

After I'm done I wrap my body in my pink towel and the steam has filled the entire shower glass.

I take my coconut oil and rub it to my whole body.i take my nighty shorts and tee,i wear them then brush my teeth once I'm done I pull my covers and snuggle in my blanket.

I hear my phone vibrating and I see a messages
from my friends. Hazel, Elisabeth and Jessica.

Jess💕👅: Isa , we are crashing your house tomorrow. 🤸‍♀️

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