Time flew fast to Tamaki and it was already his first day at his High School, or well Secondary. He felt anxious other than his Older Brother who was excited for his first day.
In Tamaki's room, he stood in front of his bed staring at the uniform, he and his mother bought over the summer. It was a dark blue blazer which had an optional dark blue with white diamonds sweater vest, along with a blue tie with white stripes looking similar to the Ravenclaw house tie from 'Harry Potter' and black dressy ish pants. Now, Tamaki has never worn a uniform in his entire life except this one minor time which was back in his elementary school but it was mainly just they got to wear certain colors like, Red, Blue, or White shirts and Dark Blue or Khaki pants. But now he's living in the UK, and the uniforms are much fancier and more strict. Either way, Tamaki liked it and he hoped for the best. The major issue was that Tamaki was diagnosed with anxiety and social anxiety ever since he was in 3rd grade. He showed early signs of anxiety at a young age and his parents started to worry about him so they decided to take him in and get him diagnosed. Since Tamaki had social anxiety, he had trouble making friends with other kids and he had extreme difficulty with socializing with others. So today was gonna be even more difficult.
"Tamaki? Hey, are you okay?" Chris knocked on his son's door. He noticed how Tamaki was standing and slightly shaking while staring down at his school uniform.
"Tamaki-" He repeated.
"Oh, Huh- Sorry." Tamaki responded as he looked up. He noticed his dad standing at his door frame with his hands together and a small smile on his face.
"You okay? Are you ready for your first day? You look worried kid." Chris walked in as he put his hand on his youngest son's shoulder. He rubbed them gently as Tamaki shrugged as he picked up his uniform.
"Don't know, but I'm just gonna wear the blazer today." Tamaki mumbled as he looked up at his Dad. He had trouble with eye contact as well which was one of the many signs of his social anxiety.
"Sounds good, I don't want you to be anxious about today. I just want you to relax and just try to push through. Just enjoy your day, don't worry about making friends yet." Chris said as he put his other hand on his son's hair. Tamaki's hair was fluff, and it felt like silk to the touch.
"I know, Just worry about my education and pass with good grades at least, and uh.." Tamaki muttered.
"And?" Chris repeated as he grinned.
"And soon, I'll be a photographer.. like you'" Tamaki finished as he nodded quickly. He loved photography as a child and his father was his number 1 inspiration.
"Awe, and that's why you're my favorite son. Haha, Kidding. I love you and Takami both." Chris patted Tamaki's shoulder.
"Now get changed, i'm gonna walk with you two boys okay?"
"Okay. I'll be done in 15 minutes." Tamaki smiled as he hugged onto his dad with his free arm.
"Love you!"
"Love you too my dear."After Tamaki changed, He was already standing at the front door with his mother babying him and kissing his face all over. He felt like a child with his parents overbearing him due to his mental health issues but he was grateful for their love.
"Takami Adonis Belove, Are you ready to go?!" Chris yelled upstairs for his eldest son. Takami was taking a bit of time to get ready unlike Tamaki, who prefers to be on early.
"I'm coming, just give me another 5!" He answered back.
"God what am I ever gonna do with your brother Tamaki. Be right back." Chris shook his head as he went upstairs.
"Okay.." Tamaki looked up at his mother who had delicate brown eyes and long black hair. She looked like a stunning C-Pop model and Tamaki questioned how did this lady become his mother or is she even his mother.
"Do you think I look like you? Everyone says I look like Dad. Is it because of Russian genetics?" Tamaki asked as he tilted his head. Him and Takami both looked like Chris Belove so much that they sometimes get called his name.
"Aw, well you have my lips, and my cheeks. So, of course sweetheart. But you're still looking like my Chrissy. But you're my son, it doesn't matter. I love you no matter who you look like." Momma Belove kissed her son's forehead even more.
"Okay.." Tamaki answered as he looked at his watch. He hoped his brother would hurry up so he could arrive at least 15 minutes early so he could walk around the school.
"Are you feeling good about today? I'm worried about you having an anxiety attack during school sweetheart." The mother placed her hand on her son's neck to check his pulse and make sure his heart wasn't racing too fast.
"I'm fine, I think I'll be fine.." Tamaki smiled as he pushed his uniform down. He knew he was having a fresh new start so he hoped for the best. At least he didn't have to deal with people he's known since he was in kindergarten.
"Okay, I'm just making sure. Plus I think we enrolled you and your brother in a great school. Even though it might be mainly British People, apparently there's other kids who are there, so try to get along with some kids okay?" Momma Belove fixed Tamaki's collar after checking and fixed his hair as-well.
"Oka—"
"I'm finished!!" Takami smirked as he was instantly downstairs with Chris. Chris looked burnt out after only being upstairs for a good 5 minutes but Takami can kinda be a handful.
"Yay.." Tamaki mumbled as he slightly rolled his eyes.
"Awww! Honey, look at you!!" Momma Belove let go of Tamaki and rushed over to her oldest and hugged onto him. She also kissed her son all over his face and was excited for him.
"Uhm.." Tamaki blankly stared at the two as Chris put his hand on his hair. He was slightly heavily breathing from the mini stressful situation but he was soon able to catch his breath.
"Okay— Are you boys ready??" Chris questioned the two as he finally cleared his throat from the exhaustion. Tamaki nodded in response as Takami was too busy being kissed by his mother on his face.
"Mom!! Stoooopp!!" He whined as Momma Belove kept going and going. Chris sighed as he looked at Tamaki who was fidgeting with the buttons on his sleeve.
"You learned from the best Tam, always on time hm?" Chris grinned as he messed up his youngest kid's hair.
"Mhm.." Tamaki murmured in response. His anxiety felt like it was rising and he had slight butterflies in his stomach. He felt nauseous so he avoided trying to speak because he didn't want to accidentally vomit.
"And there! Have a great day you two! We'll wait for you when you get home!" Momma Belove finally let Takami go as he rushed towards his dad.
"Alright boys, let us go." Chris exclaimed as he noticed Tamaki already rushing out of the door.
"Good Luck Boys!! Love you!!" Their Mother cheered.
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My one and only, Belove(d)
RomanceTamaki Belove, The youngest of the Belove family recently moved to Brighton, United Kingdom. He started his first year in High School not knowing what to expect and in hope's he'd make it out alive but there was an obstacle. He fell in love with 'Lu...