I just feel guilty

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We both lay down on the bed. I was still cuddled up to him. I was no longer cold, but there was not way I was going to leave.
"So are you sure you're ok?" Awsten said, breaking the silence. I nodded.
"I'm fine." I said, my voice shaking a little.
"I can tell you're not fine. What's bothering you?" He asked.
I sighed. "I just feel guilty.. I mean it's September 4, the beginning of the month, and I already end up in the hospital." I said, and kept talking.
"Last month I ended up in the hospital 9 times. None were very serious, but I know how much it hurts Otto when I'm in the hospital. I just passed out today. I probably scared him." I finished, and I felt a tear till down my cheek.
I wiped it away. "Olivia, don't feel guilty. I agree with you, it probably does hurt Otto. But I know you can't help it if you pass out or end up in the hospital. Try talking to Otto about this. I'm sure he'll understand." Awsten said.
I nodded and let out a sigh. I glanced at the clock. 6:30pm. We lay down and I shivered. Great, I was getting cold again. Awsten noticed and pulled me closer to him. I cuddled up to him again, and soon we both fell asleep.
-AN HOUR LATER
"Olivia?" I heard a voice beside me.
"What?" I mumbled, still half asleep.
"You need to wake up now." The voice said. Ohh, it was Awsten. I sat up and saw Awsten.
"When did you wake up?" I asked.
"Like 5 minutes ago." He said. "It's 7:30, Geoff made dinner.
I nodded and smiled, even though I didn't wanna eat. We went downstairs, and saw everyone sitting on the bar stools.
I sat by Awsten. Geoff brought out this tray. It was lasagna.
"Olive, can you please eat?" Otto asked. "It's lasagna, you used to love lasagna!"
I sighed. "Fine, ok." I said, and put some in my plate. I ate slowly, and finished what was in my plate.
"See? Was that so hard?" Otto asked.
I rolled my eyes and glared at him. He just smiled and got up to put his plate in the sink.
"Hey Olivia, wanna go for a walk?" Awsten asked. "We can go to the park." He smiled.
I smiled back. "Sure, I would love to."

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