5SOS fandommmm, YES I BET YOU KNOW THIS SONG. I'm not really a fan but I like this song of theirs. And I can't just ignore the fact that I RELATE TO THEIR SONG.
I'm gonna change a bit of the lyrics, so that it will match how I feel now. hahaha I'm so fucking mad at the same time, depressed. My bae is still unconscious.. I'll wait for him to wake up *sobs* My daddy best friend is away and won't be able to talk. He said he'll come back, I don't know when. I need someone to talk to, R! *tear falls down.* And now, him... I thought we're friends. I have feelings for you, but I'm fine just being your friend. But you shut me down. *cries* I DON'T WANT TO NAG YOU OUT TO TALK TO ME, I NEED YOU TO AT LEAST REMEMBER ME.
I know some of you know what I've done to my flesh xDlmao I could post a picture, but I know a lot will react blahblah, well you know what? I've suffered not only physically because of cutting, but emotionally too. Yes, there were AFTERSHOCKS... and I hope I won't get depressed so much again that I'll want to cut once more.
I call you up,
It's like a broken record
Saying that my heart hurts
That I never get over me getting over you.
I end up not trying
Again, I'm lying,
'Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do.
And when the time finally ends,
I say, "Thanks for being my friend,"
And we're going in circles again and again
[Chorus:]
I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That you can take away my hurt, heartbreak boy.
Hold you tight straight through the day light,
I'm right here. When you gonna realize
That you're my cure, heartbreak boy?
I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out
You could be with me now
But I end up telling you nothing of what I feel,
But you're not ready and it's so frustrating
You treat me so bad and I'm so good to you, it's not fair.
And when the phone chat finally ends
I say, "Talk to me when you feel like it,"
But you never did, so I'll chase you again!
[Chorus]
I hope someday it's gonna happen
that you'll finally forget the day you met her
Sometimes I'm so close to my confession,
I gotta get it through your head
That you belong with me instead.
... It's a miracle if you are to read this, M.
