ᗩᗰ I Tᕼᗴ ᑭᖇOᗷᒪᗴᗰ? ziggy katz x fem reader. (Discontinued)

~5~

☆°•°you are my hero°•°☆

The sun came through the window, slowly waking me up, When i actually woke up, y/n was laying with her head on my chest, the blanket was wrapped around us.
She looks so cute when she sleeps, almost like a baby.
I looked at my watch, 8:30
shit!, i got to go home
'Y/n wake up, baby wake up please, i have to go home' i say softly
She groaned, 'hmm five more minutes' she says with a morning voice
'Y/n i gotta go, please i dont have time' i say impatiently
'Ziggy, please stay' she says
'Okay, i'll stay' i say, then carefully laying back down
'Thank you, i love you' she says
'Love you to' i say
'I wish my mother would to' i mumble quietly
'What?' She asks
'Nothing, absolutely nothing' i say
'If there's something bothering you, i'm here' She says
'It really doesn't matter, it's nothing' i say
'It's not nothing, talk to me please! I want to help you' she says with concern
'It's just something with my mom, as i said it's nothing' i say
'Ziggy! Look at me, please' she says before putting her hand on my cheek
'What are you doing?' I ask
'Distracting you' she says before kissing me
After about 30 seconds she asked for entrance, she slipped her tongue in my mouth, i moaned a little, we heard a door slam shut and a man's voice saying
'Y/n where the fuck are you, come here you ungratefull slut!'
We quikly broke our kiss, i took the IV y/n was atached to out and put it in the storage room, we then walked to the kitchen
'Y/n there you are, could you grab a beer for me?' The man said, he had brown hair and broad ahoulders. He looked pretty intimedating
'And who might this young boy be?' He asked
'I'm Ziggy, Ziggy Katz. I'm one of y/n's friends' i say
'Well, it's good that she made a friend already. I'm Jackson by the way, i'm her stepfather' he says
'Nice to meet you sir' i say politely, while we shake hands
'Nice to meet you to, Ziggy' he says
'Father, your drink' y/n says and hands her father the drink
'Thank you, could you be a dear and open the curtains and windows?, i gotta talk to your little pal here' he says
'Okay, on it father' she says before leaving the kitchen and closing the living room door

'What did you want to talk about sir?' I ask
'I just want to make sure you wont hurt y/n, she has been through a lot' he says
Like you make it any better, i thought
'Well i understand, ehm. I have to go cuz my parents might be worried so, could you tell y/n i left?' I ask
'I'll tell her, Bye Ziggy' he says
'Bye then' i say before opening the front door and going outside.
Well that was weird, i thought

I walked home, since my mom was at work and dad didn't have a car.
Once home i ran to my room, i wanted to livestream but decided to just start writing a new song, with maybe something about y/n. Yeah that would be great.

~later that day~

'Oh mom's home' my dad said before my mother came into the kitchen
'Hey boys, how was your day?' She asks politely
'Good, i was just telling Ziggy about this article about teen suicide' my father says
'You ziggy?' My mom asks
'My day was fine, and i have some news by the way' i say
'Oh, what news? Is it about your little songs?' My mother asks annoyed
'No, not about my songs this time' i say slightly frustrated
'Well what's the news son?' My father asks
'Ehm...i have a girlfriend' i say with hesitation
'Where did you meet her?' My mother asks
'At school, just a school friend i guess' i say
'Oh well, that is great son' my father says
'Yeah, we're truly happy for you Ziggy' my mother says not very convincing
'Yeah thanks or whatever' i say before getting up
'Where are you going Ziggy?' My mother asks
'I have to livestream' i say
'Aren't you going to finish dinner?' My mother then asks
'I'm not hungry' i say
'But you hardly ate anything' mom says
'Would you just shut the fuck up and leave me be?!' I scream, annoyed at them
'Ziggy?!' My dad says
'No dad shut up, just shut up!' I say angrily before running upstairs to my room

~2 hours later~

'Well guys that was it for today, and thanks to the Rodiquez family for all the money, i love you all so much, i hope you enjoyed.
This is the real Ziggy katz signing out' i say to my fans before stopping my livestream
Am i happy? I ask myself
Or not?
I'm happy with my fans and y/n, but not with my parents. Should i?
Should i do it? I thought to myself as i look at my nightstand which contained what i needed, should i?

I grab what i need and head to the bathroom, i lock the door and put my clothes on the side of the bath before getting in the shower and turning it on.

Evelyn's pov (Ziggy's mom)

'Ziggy? Are you showering?
No answer
'Ziggy? Answer me?
I walk to his room, he wasn't there
'Robert have you seen Ziggy? He's not in his room' i ask my husband
'He went to shower i think' he answers
'Well okay i'll check the bathroom again' i say before walking to the bathroom
'Ziggy? You okay?
Still no answer, i then try to open the door, locked
'Ziggy? Son are you showering? Or are you just ignoring me?' I ask out
'Robert, could you come here?' I call my husband
'Evelyn what's wrong?' He comes into the hallway
'Ziggy isn't opening the door, it's locked' i say worried
'He's a teenager Evelyn, i think he's just ignoring you
'Ziggy! Open that door!' I say
'Son, please open the door!' Robert says but no answer
'He's probably just busy Evelyn' Robert says before walking back to his room
I walk downstairs to get a key for the door, which luckely i found and go back upstairs to the bathroom door,
'Ziggy i'm coming in!' I say before opening the bathroom door
'Ziggy? ZIGGY! son!' I scream out as i see him laying on the bathroom tiles, there was blood everwhere, i ran up to my son
'Robert!! Come here now!' I scream
'Evelyn! What did you do this time?' I hear my husband say
'oh son' i hear him say as he walks in
'Ziggy? Wake up, please wake up' i shake his fragile body, he was cold. It looked like he was laying here for a while already, there was a puddle of blood around both his wrists, a deep cut on his forehead and horrible cuts on his wrists. There was a razorblade next to the shower
Robert picked him up, and brought him downstairs where he was put on the couch, i sat next him while Robert called a ambulance
'Oh Ziggy, why did you do this?' I whisper to him
'Please wake up my boy' i sob againts his cold body, his breathing was shallow
'The ambulance is on it's way' i hear Robert say

~after a short while~

The ambulance arrived and the paramedics immediately put him in the ambulance and rode to the hospital.
We quikly followed the ambulance to the hospital, Ziggy was rushed into a room, after the door was shut we didn't hear anything untill about an hour later.
The door eventually opened after an excuciating long hour
'Mrs and Mr Katz, you can see your son now' the doctor informed and we quikly followed him into the room
As soon as i saw him i burst into tears.
He was attached to multiple machines and tubes, his eyes were closed.
The heart monitor beeped steadily
He was gonna be okay, it still scared me. He looked so fragile and broken like this, i failed as a parent, i couldn't even protect him from himself, what kind of mother am i?
He is right, i'm a bad mother.
Now that he is laying there, like that. I realise what i've done.
I had to protect him at all cost, but i didn't now i failed him. I now will protect him, at every cost, i have to.
My poor son, i couldn't see how he had it, i didn't even try to make our relationship better. I feel so guilty about it.
'I love you son' i whisper at him while holding his cold hand in mine

☆°•°i may not look strong, but without you i wouldn't be here right now°•°☆

I hope you enjoyed.
It was intence, but i loved writing it. I'll post the next chapter as soon as i can
Byebye
Wordcount: 1520

Felix <333