ᗩᗰ I Tᕼᗴ ᑭᖇOᗷᒪᗴᗰ? ziggy katz x fem reader. (Discontinued)

~8~

☆°•°making the wrong choice is okay, don't forget to be happy with what you got°•°☆

This part contains fluff/smut

Y/n pov

After about an hour or two after Ziggy recieved Lila's blood he had to get a CT scan. We waited patiently for Ziggy to be done with the scan. It luckely wasn't super long but i was nervous the whole time, i was scared for Ziggy.
When he was back in the room again i was happy, he was awake and was recovering very well. He could stay awake for over more then 2 hours now, clearly the blood transfusion worked, he was also much more serious then normal, aldo i didn't care about that, it was a change. He'll grow out of it eventually and be back like he was before all this, he also developed slight PTSD from it all, that is what the doctor told us.

~a few days later~

Ziggy was feeling much better and he stayed up for almost 7 hours a day before he had to sleep again, he was now constantly complaining about the hospital food and that he couldn't livestream. Luckely i was there for him, and he told me he was happy he atleast had me to comfort him.
We didn't hear from Lila since the blood transfusion, Ziggy was concerned. And so was i.
I tried to call her multible times but she never answered
It was also finally summer holiday, so that means that i can hang out with Ziggy a lot.
We heard he would be allowed to go back home in a few days, which we were both very happy with. Me and Ziggy were planning to hang out a lot, since we were free from school we could hang out a lot.

~a few days after Ziggy arrived back home~

Ziggy's pov

I was finally feeling better. I was going to y/n's house, she told me i could come over since her dad wasn't home. So i made my way to her house.
She immediatly opened the door and just practicly dragged me upsairs, she doesn't even say hello or asks me how i am doing. Which i think is pretty odd.
'Why are you not asking me how i am?' I ask
'Oh, i want a proper welcome. And i think you're going to love it' she says
'Like what?' I ask
'Watch me!' She just says before pushing me on her bed and getting on top of me. She then takes of her shirt, shoes and jeans, it all seems a blur to me, i dont know what she is doing but i'm trusting her.

She takes of my hoodie, jeans and unbuttons my shirt, and throws them on the ground, now i was left in only my boxers and she was in only her bra and panties.
'Be a good boy for me now and dont move' she whispers in my ear, it send shivers down my spine. What is this girl doing to me?
She starts to give me kisses on my neck and she slowly goes down, she then pulls of my boxers, i'm completely naked now. I like where this was going, it felt great
She left kisses down my thigh, then she looked at me and says
'Stay still for me'
She then takes my full length into her mouth, it tingles. It was a funny sensation at first but then she started to bite down a little, i am a moaning mess, i scream out in pleasure
'Scream for me!' She says
I screamed as she started sucking, the pop sounds were amazing, i wish i could be in this pleasant moment forever.
She bit down hard
It made me moan very loudly. I was now full on screaming in pleasure. And i started to feel orgasm forming, before i knew y/n had pulled away. Right after that i started to cum.
Y/n then grabbed a bag of condoms.
'Saving this for later' she says.
Then she takes of her panties and bra. After that she flips me around so i'm on top of her, she then puts one hand on my cheeck and leans in to kiss me, the other hand travels down my thigh. Then i feel a hand on my cock, slowly moving around.
'Now it's your turn' she says
I make my finger wet with saliva and slowly go down her body to her pussy, i stick one finger in and start moving it around. She moans and screams
'Harder daddy!'
'Not yet bub, not yet' i say before she starts to cum over my fingers
'Aghh! Harder!' I say to her, and she starts moving her hand up and down.
I kiss her to distract her, then i put 2 fingers in and after that 3, then i move my fingers around.
'Ziggy! Dont stop aargh!' She says
'Bub, i cant do this' i say before taking my fingers away from her
'Ziggy, why not?' She asks, before taking her hand away
'I dont know if i wanna have sex yet, we're only 17' i say
'If you dont want to we could always stop, i dont mind' y/n says
'No, let's continue' i say
'You sure?' She asks
'Yeah, sure' i say confident
'Wear protection' she says
I quikly put on the condom
'Ready?' She asks while laying down
'Yeah' i say, i was in charge now.
I put a finger in her pussy and then pushed the tip of my length into her, and i slowly went in further. I checked if she was comfortabel, i gave her kissed and massaged her boobs.
I then went in fully, then i started to move up and down.
It feels weird to expierence and it doesn't feel right, i abrubly stop and pull out.
'Ziggy? What wrong?' She asks as i get of the bed in a rush
'I cant do this' i say while taking the condom of and cleaning myself up with a towel y/n had laying on her bed
'Why not?' She asks
'I think i'm just not ready, it doesn't feel right to me yet bub, sorry' i say while putting my clothes back on
'Oh Ziggy, i'll be waiting for you once you think it's the right time' she says pulling me into a hug
'Thank you for understanding' i say
'No problem, hey do you mind if i shower real quick?' She asks
'No i dont mind, then i have time to work on one of my new songs' i say
'Alright see you in min' she says before leaving to shower, i smile at her as she leaves

I'm happy i have y/n, she is my happy place. My everything

☆°•°you are my world, the love of my life°•°☆

Ehm, dont know what i think of this, i dont generally write smut. It is kinda weird but i'll stick with it for now. Maybe i'll come back later to change it but for now it's fine
Hope you enjoyed
Byebye 👋
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Felix <333

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