●I'LL WAIT FOREVER●||J.Jk FF||

||20. THE SILENCE WE SHARED||

A Year later

Y/N POV

Sitting on the bed I stared at the wedding ring blankly....what was it for? We've been married for two months now but we never behaved like a married couple except when we were in public...we stayed in the same mansion but different floors....Jungkook offered me to stay in same floor instead but some part of me wanted to maintain a distance from him....I already had zero expectations from him as that perfect husband but he was really perfect as a friend

It was hard for me to think my own husband as my friend...but it is what it is...I have to accept the fact that he can never be mine...Jungkook too might feel awkward talking to me right? but I never felt so....he was always so cool as if our relation but it did bother me...The silence we shared did bother me...I really wanted to get out of this...Nancy should have been his wife but I was a bad luck for them maybe? They never complained about me but maybe they are stressed too?

TIME SKIP

At the dining hall

We both sat opposite to each other quietly having our dinner ....I scrolled through my phone being bored while eating...I always felt awkward to share much things with Jungkook...If Jungkook was the first one starting the conversation, I would talk to him then...I barely started my own conversation with him...I was more comfortable with Nancy than I was with Jungkook...maybe being the same genders helped me a lot to be open with her...

I never liked to interrupt both of them when they were together in here spending their quality time...Nancy would sometimes ask me to tag along but somehow I denied the offer finding out some excuses which sometimes turned out to be the lame ones too...I didn't want to bother them, they love each other's company and I am no one to be one of them...I chose my life this way and it was me who was suffering it...

JUNGKOOK : Y/N ah-

Y/N: Yes?

JUNGKOOK : I've taken a leave from company this Wednesday...

Y/N : What for?

JUNGKOOK : Nancy wanted to shop together...

Y/N : OH yes sure- enjoy you guys-

JUNGKOOK : No- I mean she wants you to join too...

Y/N : Me? but I don't have anything to buy rn? I just went for shopping last week...

JUNGKOOK : but she insists on having you when she shops for herself...she said you have a good taste...

Y/N : Ah but I have some wor-

JUNGKOOK : Just one day Y/N...PLS...everytime you find a way out but why? why are you avoiding me Y/N? Did I bother you with something-

Y/N : I'm not avoiding you JUNGKOOK and neither you are bothering me...it's just that-

JUNGKOOK : What?

Y/N : I don't want to third wheel-

JUNGKOOK :We never said you third wheel Y/N!