Chapter 8

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PS : that's not a very happy chapter so if you want to skip it be my guess I don't mind I just felt like getting all of the bad things out of my body, mind and chest.

All the time I feel like crying
All the time I feel like I have no safe place.
I mean my house isn't my safe place, my room neither because I'm all alone with my thoughts
Highschool isn't my safe space obiouvsly I'm always so stress there.
I feel like this time it's worst than the last time  I felt like this
I'm always tired, always stressed, always sad, always angry.

I don't fell any motivation, my anxiety attacks are worst than before
I'm always in a bad mood, seeing my friends laugh make me exhausted, because I wonder if they don't secretly laugh at me
I want to be out of this place, I want to find a safe space for me to be as I am, I want to be out of school even tho fashion is my favorite subject to do or to talk about.
I just feel so tired of being fat but at the same time I can't stop eating because it "conforts" me.

At the same time I feel so bad for Palestine because nobody deserve that kind of treatment.

I should really stop listening to sad songs because it's really not good for my mood 

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I know that was sad but I really needed to get all of this of my chest
TOODLES!!!

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