Everything is so.... Quiet.
Like I wanna say something,
I want to spill everything out to no avail, but my mouth won't budge, and even if it did,
Would I be ignored?
Judged?
Would anybody listen?
What if I hurt somebody?
What would happen if I spoke the truth, or my opinion?
What if Karma punishes me for something I unintentionally did?I want to scream at the top of my lungs
My feelings want to be heard!
I want to be heard!
I just want you to know how I feel
Without the consequence of being judged
Or yelled at
Or Ignored
Or silenced
The silence is loud!
I am silence
But I will not be silenced
Although when someone is silent,
They are screaming the loudest
And I will scream at the top of my lungs!But...
There would be no going back
Like death
It's inevitable
Mind as well stay silent

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Pain To Poems
PoetryThis is something I wanted to do for a while. Huge Trigger Warnings for people sensitive to super depressive topics. DISCLAIMER #1: I am in no way shape or form, $u!c!dal, but don't you ever just want to give up on life? Like, not die, but give up...