Info - angst, friends with benefits, losing someone, song Fic
I remembered it like it was yesterday. Me and her in my bed. The way she moaned my name. Her hands fisted the sheets, and her mouth hung open.
I'd had to mess it all up. I'd been staring at her like she was the only person in the world. My eyes were trained on her every movement.
She told me I was amazing. She said I hit the perfect spot inside her. Her every word pulled me in and convinced me she felt the same.
She said I was the best she'd ever had. She said she loved being with me. She said she was more open with me than anyone else.
I always put all all my energy into fucking her. I pounded away inside her. I rolled my hips as best I could.
I'd been so lost in the pleasure. I'd been foolish. I'd screamed that I loved her and I broke the moment. She stopped moving, stopped praising my skill, she'd told me to pull out.
I'd rather lose somebody than use somebody she'd said. She couldn't take advantage of me as much as I begged her too. Now I just look at the stars and hope she's doing the same.
