Aria has a broken heart with a dark past. She just wants to be happy. But how?
Maybe the newby Luca can help her.
Are they made for each other or does the fire is quickly out of control.
Aria's P.O.V.: "Do you guys wanna sleep here or at home?" I look at him. "I don't really care." "We will sleep here. If anything happens we don't have to drive to far." "Okay. If something happens, call me." I get up and hug him. "I love you Twinny." "I love you too Twinsel.", he says, before he says bye to Luca and heads down. I turn around and look at Luca. "I think we need to talk." "I agree but lets get ready for bed and then we can talk."
We sit down on the bed. I wear his shirt and my panties. He wears just his boxershorts. "So... I told you why I have these panik attacks and hallucinations, apparently." He nods. "He was abusive in many ways, like hitting me, verbal and how he treated me." I feel how a nod ties in my throat. Luca puts his hand on my cheek and I lean into it. "Take your time." "It was so bad that I had bruises and still have scars. He... One time he... he attacked me with a knive and cut my back." I feel the tears streaming down my face. Luca hugs me. "If it's too much we can stop." "No you need to know this. He broke a rib of mine and my hand. He is an alcoholic with a drug problem. At the beginning he only had one beer in the evening. But as school got tuff and he got new friends he started with this. The abuse started verbal and got worse and worse. We only had sex like five times in the beginning. He never sexually abused me. When I ran away from him, after breaking things off I was a wreck. I didn't talk, didn't eat, didn't sleep. Just had panic attacks and a hallucination, apparently. So my parents wanted to send me to a psychiatric institution but I fought against it and went to a psychiatrist. She really helped but my attacks never went away. Before you only Seb could calm them. Maybe it's the twin thing I don't know. I don't know why you can help me and why I fell for you. I trust you so much and that only after a few days. It's so crazy and I am so thankful but I think I need professional help. So I will talk to mum and dad tomorrow and they will take me to an institution." "I'm so sorry this happend to you and I wish I could've stopped this. I don't even wanna imagine how this felt and I am afflicted by this. I don't think you owe me any explanation why exactly you want to do this. I support you decision and I will be there for you no matter what." I sit there with teary eyes just looking at his, listening to his raspy voice and the meaningful words. He looks down at his hands. "And I also don't know what I am doing but I am trying my best and I love you." I am to stunned to speak. "I... I..." I lean forward and kiss him. He is surprised but kisses me back. "I love you too. Never in a millom years could I have dreamt of having someone like you. I know it has only been a few days but I really fell for you." "Me too." He kisses me again. It's like a firework exploding inside of me. It's a tickling sensation. I push him back and lay on top of him.
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"Aria." "Mhm." "We should go to sleep." "Mhm. I know." We keep kissing until I stop and just look at him. He covers us with the blanket and pushes me close to him. "Good night, princess. Wake me up if you need me and I don't care that I might need my sleep. You matter more to me so wake me up." "Good night, baby. I will. I promise." We kiss a last time before we cuddle up and go to sleep.
