I think of you when I can't think
My laughs
Your smiles
The days where all we had was each other
When we could pretend for just a moment there was nothing
We weren't supposed to be anywhere
And all those feelings were gone
Does your heart hurt when you look at me
Do you know this is about you
Do you know you drive me insane
That I want to kill myself if I can live on forever in your heart
You hadn't given a rose
But one would gladly place a handful on a tomb reading my name
Would you play those songs I play over and over
Think about every word
Every song
The hours I'd spend committed to you and only you
The words I write
The songs I play
The bus
The car
The walk to the store
You're the one thing I think about constantly
Your cheeks slightly pink lately
The hand you keep over your lips
The small details I remember of you
The things you've said and remember of me
Would you remember such or more when I'm dead
My heart hurts when I see you laughing
When you don't see me
From behind watching and listening
Like I was never there
The words stuck in my throat
I will never speak again.
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If This Makes Me A Troubled Teen Fuck That Poetry ;)))
Poetry⚠️Mentions Of Rape, Self Harm, Suicide, etc⚠️ There isn't a cure to man's problems. Only death, which is is a problem itself. I crave that nasty blade at my throat. Some poetry for a son that never lived in his father's eyes and never died as a daug...
