Mr. & Mrs. CEO || Jeon Jungkook

71|| 'Back To Me'

Jeon Lilac Carter

A tear rolled down my eye as I turned my back towards Jungkook. Without a lot of thoughts, I just started walking towards the mansion before which the car stopped.

Few steps, and i heard a cry. A voice that was guilty. It was Jungkook. He was choking on his own sobs while he kept calling me.

I never saw him crying. Not in this 11 married months. My heart painfully clenched as i kept walking. Without turning back, I entered the mansion.

It was quite, peaceful. But the silence was dreadful. All my ears could hear was the raindrops that were hitting the windows.

He's still out. He'll catch cold if he stays out. He wasn't even wearing something warm.

I ignored my inner voice and walked upstairs while trying to find a bedroom.

"Lily?" the familiar voice called me out. My eyes widened, not believing it's her.

"Aunt Mary?" I gasp, when i realised the voice came from the room I just crossed. I walked back and directly ran into her arms. Warm, like always.

"How are you, daughter?" she asked, her voice holding the calmness of an ocean. The question made me wail out on her shoulder.

"Life's hard?" she asked as she made me sit properly on the soft mattress. I nodded on her shoulder, words hardly being able making a way out of my mouth.

"Look Lily, after I lost Mimi, I always thought of you like my own daughter. I would always want better for you. Yesterday when Mr.Jeon came searching for me, I looked at the love he held for you,"

"He broke up crying twice while trying to explain himself. Lily, I'm no one in between a married couple, but all i can say is, Jungkook is going to look after you like Uncle Song does for me." I looked up at her, she held the same adoration she had always had for me. She slowly walked up the window while her hands never left mine.

"I know what you are thinking of him now, i also understand your side, you must be thinking, 'how come he didn't tell me something this important thing of his life?','he shouldn't have lied at the first place','when every other Bangtan wife knows this, why not me', but even though Jungkook is wrong at some point from your side, you should remember that, from his point of view, he did this to not hurt you. I'm sure he's regretting every inch of it." she said, pointing down the window.

I peeped out to see Ivy helping Jungkook up. He's not willing to get up. I wanna go rushing down the stairs, go to him, hug him, tell him it's fine, i still love him like i always did.

"He'll be fine, just let him know you still love him, even though you are angry." she added.

"Go, get freshened up, I'll get the first aid kit for you." I nod. I remembered, Ivy wanted to check up on me.

Walking inside the washroom, I let the water tap fill the bathtub with hot water. I sink in once it was full, head full of thoughts, heart full of emotions.

All those memories of us bathing together flooded in. The hot water wasn't as warm as his body. I still shivered in the water.

I just wanna hug Jungkook.