My life is UNREALLLLL

This hoe

Why we hate c

First of all i would like to start this off by saying my crush's name is Cameron isaac thomas and one day on the 5th of may 2022 i decided i was going to tell my crush i liked him by giving him a note at recess. By the end of recess, I didn't get a chance but I realized I had dropped the note somewhere outside. I looked for the note for a minute or so, But i couldn't seem to find it so I just forgot about it thinking that no one would find it. The following monday when i came back to school a boy named corda came up to me with a note claiming it was from my crush. The note contained the following: "I would like you too.wanna go on a date the 13th of may." Ofc i was in such shock i didn't know what to do so i didnt respond even though i thought about it many times. I decided to wait because also on the note there was a drawing of an eye but the drawing was not the best which confused me because Cameron was really good at art so then I started wondering if corda had written pretending to be cameron. Why, I have no idea and I am currently trying to find out. A week and a half later i made friend with a girl named aviana who just so happens to be in camerons class one day we were on the phone and she emailed him and said " kyleigh likes you" and he replied "i know tell her i like her to" following this i became a simp for him (unfortunately). A few days later I found out through aviana that he has a girlfriend. 2 weeks later another boy named henry (one of cameron's friends in my class) came up to me and said "yk he has a girlfriend right" and now tomorrow i have to say this to him " henry first of all yes ik he has a gf and that is why i am currently on strike bc from what i was told he likes ME and i was told by corda who insist he is not lying that i was supposed to go on a date with him friday so before who come for me learn the whole story before you accuse me bc i bet you didn't know that"

Update from then ints now june 10, 2022 and no i didn't say that to henry bc i realized he didn't deserve that for just trying to warn me about something he was concerned about and let's see now me and cameron are dating cause he got his hair cut off and i ament he doesn't look the best but its his life and i'm too big of a simp to stop liking him bc of it but on the other hand his gf couldn't handle it and broke up with him bc she said he was bald and aviana says the same and gave him the nickname mr.clean. No ill ament our relationship could be stronger but that's only bc i had to move back to pennsylvania and now we cant see each other he's always busy and will sometimes go days on end without texting me just 2 days ago he went 5 days without texting me bc he was in scarlet and couldn't bring his chrome book and last night at like 3 am i wrote him a whole essay telling him why he should just log in to his school email on his phone its easier and or add me on snap or dm me on insta or tiktok but i didn't send it bc it felt like i was being toxic fr fr.

Update again its now september 27th 2022 8:53 am and now were broken up and i couldnt be happier bc im kinda inlove with this girl named jameelah but i just call her jay shes amazing but her parents are really strict and when the found out we were talking on tiktok they took her phone for 3 weeks 3 weeks i couldnt talk to the only person that made my life worth living i was really sad and depressed but ofc no one notice anyways she had to block me on tiktok but i found her on my other tiktik accs and i found her on 2 i pretend to be my best friend to tell her how bad she hurt me but she said she feels really bad but i got her number and we were texting then she stopped but she only texts me on the weekends bc i think thats the only time she can have her phone but ive been grounded for 2 weeks so hopefully when i get my phone back ill have some messages from her but back to the story of kysaac basically he said he cant take having a girlfriend and school but he hopes i have a good life and i said lmfao ok byee bc thats just funny to me that he said that but yea and me and aviana arent friends no more but its cool bc she is annoying. byeeeeee

Update: thanksgiving 2023

IM A DUMB ASS BITCH LIKE I REALLY SHOULD HAVE DATED HENRY BC HES SO FUCKING FINE AND HES LITERALLY LIKE THE FIRST BOY I MET TALLER THAN ME AND HES A LIGHTSKINS DREADHEAD AND ONE DAY I WILL STALK HIM AND TRACK HIM DOWN AND I WILL REPAIR OUR FRIENDSHIP