I woke up early which was weird for me so I got up to make Gracie breakfast. I decided on pancakes and fruit. I didn't really wanna eat so more for Gracie.
"Good morning Gray" I said gently shaking her awake. "Awwww you made me breakfast" she said with those puppy eyes. "Yes because I love you that much" I said kissing her.
"Are you gonna eat something?" She questioned "yeah i already did" I smiled.
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Jenna baby 🤍🤍:
Are you okay?
Yeah why wouldn't I be?
Someone wrote an article about you
What the fuck?
Send the link
No I really don't think it's gonna
be helpful for you to see that
It can't be that bad Jen
I rlly don't think it will be good for you
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Tay tay 💜
Have you heard about the article someone
apparently wrote about me
Yeah baby are you okay?
is it that bad?
I haven't even seen it yet
Ivy please don't worry about it
the medias shit and I love you so much
it's not worth it
I love you Tay but yk im gonna
go look it up
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I started by just googling my name and there they were like 7 articles of these new paparazzi photos of me talking about how I've gained so much weight and how Im either a slut or a cow.
It's been hard recently Ive been trying to cut back but I just can't stop gaining. Infant its been days since I last ate
I need to fix this I have to stop completely.
"Ivy are you okay" G asked looking into my eyes. "Yeah" I sniffed, "I just saw a sad video." Fuck lying feels powerful.
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Tay tay 💜
Don't forget Ill be home tonight around
4pm
Im excited I miss you too much
How's gray?
Really good
Im gonna miss her when she goes home
tonight
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"So it's our last day together for a bit so what do you want to do today" I asked rubbing her stomach. "Can we just cuddle and watch Disney princess movies all day" she spoke softly "only if we can watch rapunzel first" i smiled. "We got a deal" she giggled. She doesn't know what she's getting into
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It was 3 movies in when I heard the garage open. "Hey girls" Tay said jumping into bed with us. I was so happy to see her. "Hi Tayyy" I said melting into the hug.
We didn't have long before we would have to take Gracie back to the airport.
Taylor decided we were going to go to Panera for lunch before Gracie has to go.
"I think i'm gonna get the fettuccine alfredo" Taylor said after eyeing the menu. "What are you getting, Ives?" Gracie asked. Shit.
"You know what, I'm still really full from breakfast so I'll just eat something at home later" i spoke carefully. I noticed the way Taylor looked at me when I said that. Shit. But at least Gracie took that answer.
They got the food and began to eat while i picked at my nails. "Ivy try a bite of my mac and cheese" gracie said offering the fork. "No thanks gray" i said quietly hoping Taylor wasn't watching. "Oh come on Ivy" Taylor said. Shit I'm gonna have to do it.
"Alright" i said trying to control my breathing. I took the fork from my girlfriend's hand. Alongside the pasta, guilt entered my system. "Mmm really good" i said taking more bites to show Tay I'm fine
I waited a couple minutes before i couldn't wait anymore. I went to the bathroom. I stuck my fingers down my throat and make myself throw up. I still didn't feel better. I knew making yourself throw up would only expel 20% of the calories but it's better than nothing.
"Ready to go?" I asked upon my return to the table. "Yeah let's go" Taylor smiled. I tried shaking off Tays glare but nothing worked
Gray and i sat in the backseat together while Taylor drove. Our legs were tangled together and our fingers intertwined. "I don't wanna give you up" i said pouting. "I know baby but i have to get work done" she said lightly kissing my nose nibbling a bit. "Yeah i know but i wish we could live together, be together" I admitted. "Hmmm i mean it would be the next step" she smiled "Woooo let's gooooo w rizz!!" I giggled "you're so fucking weird" she said laughing coming to lay her lips on mine.
"Okay girls this is it I'm gonna park but ivy why don't you go walk Gracie in and I'll wait" Taylor smiled "ok tay love you" i said getting out pulling gracie as she jerked forward upon the abrupt motion.
"So this is it?" I asked "yep till next week" she frowned a bit.
I grabbed her face savoring every last touch. Slowly we melted in the kiss as if our lips knew they would have to be separated. "I love you gray" i said wishing the moment would never end. "I love you so much Ivy" she said finally releasing my hand and i knew it took a lot. I knew she wanted more than anything to stay.
I felt a little bit of a jolt in my heart. as she became out of sight sadness washed over me. I don't know how to be a person without my favorite.
I got in the car buckling my self in catching Taylors glance yet again. "Ivy I'm not stupid i know."
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I KNOW THE END - Gracie Abrams
Fanfiction"I turned around there was nothing there The billboard said, the end is here" Ivy Johnson grew up the daughter of Cora Johnson an Actress who happened to be close friends with Taylor Swift. Taylor being Ivys godmother is willing to help her w...
