Faithful: My Written EP

Nobody Left - DC

Nobody Left - DC

She's lost in her dreams.
Seemly always mad at me...
I keep my mouth shut in hope of peace.
Afraid to speak.
Terrified to repeat.

The loneliness sinks in
And I'm sitting in my bed overthinking.
Doing my best not to lose it all.
I'm hurting and she's not on call.

Maybe she's thinking about me.
Maybe she's dreaming of me.
But does she really fantasize about me?
And all the futuristic beautiful things.

I'm not sure how to feel.
I'm not sure how to deal.
I want to be happy.
But I'm not sure I can be
I'm -

Lonely.
Lonely.
The feeling is so costly.
I can't cope: barely.
You aren't here to hold me.

I've been losing it all recently.
Behind the scenes.
Doing my best to hold on to my last inch of stability.
Before I go completely crazy: insanity.

I have evil thoughts dancing around my brain.
That I must suppress constantly.
But I'm so afraid that someday I'll act impulsively.
Even though I love her so intensely.
I'm so afraid that she'll end up like all the others.

Please don't go
I'm -

So lonely.
Alone and broken.
So lonely.
Please don't leave.
I'm so lonely.
Broken, alone and lonely.