Faithful: My Written EP

Novelty - DC

Desperate Thoughts - DC

Does She see I'm depressed too?
She pushes me away from her constantly.
She doesn't even want to come see me...
If she couldn't only see, my skies aren't blue.

They're gray, just like yours.
You don't have to face this hurt -
Not alone.
Always sleeping, won't pick up your phone.

I'm overthinking again.
Thinking about over drinking again.
Maybe then I'll be able to hit send.
And no longer play pretend.

We used to be close.
I told you how I felt.
And you didn't respect my feelings.
I'd do anything for you, I've been putting in the work.

I hate this sometimes, you know?/
The way the world takes the people I love/
You are becoming just like them/
Working up the courage to defy my show/
Turn on the stage lights and let me go/
Now, I don't really know -

I wanna be good to you/
But something clearly is going on/
You don't understand how you are hurting me/
even when you say all this beautiful things/
I can tell, you are hiding something..

Maybe there's somebody else/
And I'm already being used/
Being played for a tool/
I can't bear another heartbreak.../

I think it'll kill me...
the pain of losing everything.
I'm broken, I'm overcoming my feelings/
Dismissing my fears/
Giving up to my past self simultaneously/
Avoiding my needs, ignoring my greed/

All for you.
I want a future.
But I'm so scared.
I wanna be the only person for you.
Trying my hardest to avoid another nightmare...
Because for you I truly care.