Faithful: My Written EP

If we were true

You probably blocked me by now.
I never got to say goodbye.
You were the one playing safe and sound.
I'm the one saying "I love you" with no response now.

It's like you never loved me/
There was a time when you did; not anymore/
I was your everything, I was your something/
Now I'm nothing, I'm broken inside; our love was demolished like it hit the floor/

I've been thinking, drinking, dreaming, of a better day/
But I lied when I said to everyone, that I was okay/
But you passed me, in school, I was just your passerby for everyday/
Another ex making me feel like I wasn't ready to give way/

Cause I'm not okay.
No, I'm not okay.
You never cared (never did)
You moved on fast (always did)
I was in your past (like you lived)

It's like I never met you/
Broken heart, Like I missed you/
You acted like I never kissed you/
Yeah, that's a diss to me; not you/

I'm falling down to pieces/
You never understand my needs/
Stress on your shoulders, Like I was treating you like freak as it is/
But I had love, I had stopped trying but you dispersed our seeds/

Corrupted me, and what I wanted/
All your friends, were my friends, but no longer/
They choose sides , I guess, I'm the one being hunted/
Cause I'm no longer feeling the base of the strongest/
I'm the weakest, you're the one holding me up/
All immature talking like I'm wronger/

But I've been strong, I could've left, but I cheated/
I had been fighting for our love, but it depleted/
We separated, you act like I was the diesel/
And you the flame, and without you, there no spark or explosion/
I've been one to live through the implosions/

We only argued, fought and plunged into the belly of the beast/
Sin after sin, word after word, fight after lie again/
I could tell it was hurting you, but I've been dying inside and trying while I wasn't worth the running for the win/

I'm dying inside, while trying to live.
I'm done, fighting to live.
I'm living a lie, while trying to live.
I'm done, pretending to live.
I'm corrupt; dying to live.

- Written by me -Louis-//)