Faithful: My Written EP

Broken And Lonely

I miss you.
but your bad for me.
your not missing me.

but I can't get you off my mind.
thinking of you, shatters me everytime.
it renders my blind.
each time I think of you, you break me again.

I work and work and fight and fight for you/
but you just tell me to shut up, like I'm a pain in the butt/
it's a silent cut, a punch through your gut/   

you act like I'm a piece of crap/
something is telling me to follow the map/
but walking without you, strains my pace like sap/
locked in my room, living like I'm in a trap/

yes, I said some things I can't take back/
I'm always thinking too fast/
they say the options are vast/
but not every girl can share their masks/

I'm wishing I could cry/
and ask god why/
pray you say Hi/
as you become just another passerby//)

your bad for me.
I think I want a drink.
no, I need an escape.
just a mental break.

I push through the pain/
and find a new girl knowing she's only gonna fade/
yes, it's a huge facade/
when we first met, you treated me like a candy cane/
nowadays you wanna blow out my brain/

I'm swollen in my head/
wishing I was dead/
crying in your bed/
because of things I said/

your so bad for me...but I love bleeding red//)