I've never been good at love
I don't go to party's and I've never slept out
When someone new says hi to me i instantly internally freak out
So I stay at home comfy on my own
Maybe that's why I'm so alone
It feels wrong in a way
To have that teenage story when it's clearly too late
I'm falling behind everyone my age
Couples out living the dream
Why is everyone always so mean
I wish I could stop the clock
Rewind the time
Relive my teen years
And ask people to finally be mine
They day " you'll find love its like a good rhyme"
But when will I finally get my love time
I fall for people way to fast
The smallest things make my heart beat so fast
My cheeks go all red
Cute thoughts in my head
Untill I realise it's repeating my heart sinks with dread
The messages stop
weeks go by
My pillows wet with tears
The feeling felt like years
I hide my heartbreak with "it is what it is"
Maybe I'm just unlovable
An object to be used
My body they just wanna see
But not for being me
I don't realise the red flags
Untill they leave me on my own
Here "we are again" I say I'm back on my own
It's sad really
how I've never been held
My eyes never been wiped as they immediately start to well
Ironic isn't it
I don't like to be hugged
but i cant help to sit there and crave someone's comforting physical touch
I'm not good at love
It's all too much
Maybe someday ill get my true love
But untill then
I can't help but wanting that sweet romantic teenage love...
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teenage love
Poetrya poem about falling behind people ur age feeling like you have to have the same experience as everyone else even when u feel unlovable
