the connection ~ Kimi Antonelli

Chapter 26

Y/n's POV

I remember sitting on my bed, staring blankly at the white wall, and scratching my brain for a reason why I felt as if I had been left at the altar. I mean, I kissed him, he kissed me, I felt fireworks go off in my stomach, then he just left me standing there. He muttered some words that I couldn't remember, not looking me in the eye and then left. As I stared intently at my bedroom wall that same night, all I felt was sadness. I was actually falling for this boy, despite the fact that we couldn't see each other a lot.

In light of that, I also thought about the distance. Maybe reality finally kicked in for him, and he realised that we couldn't withhold a young relationship when he's constantly travelling, driving, and working, while I'm busy with school for the next two years. We'd basically have to be apart for the next two years, apart from the occasional holiday. I didn't know why, but that two year gap alone made me nervous. All I wanted was time with him, but in the end, time would be a big factor playing against us.

I began to cry, only then realising how difficult keeping up anything with Kimi would be. It was different from Ollie - we've known each other since birth, really, our relationship isn't romantic, so it doesn't need to be maintained constantly.

I cried, not because he left me a few hours prior, but because I understood why. No matter how hard we tried, it wouldn't work the way we wanted it to, not at least for another two years. But it was stupid - I felt as if having him in my life would be the best thing that would ever happen to me, only knowing him for five weeks.

The following morning, my heart carried the weight of unanswered questions as I arrived at the botanical gardens, the place where Kimi had asked to meet me. My emotions oscillated between anticipation and trepidation. The faint scent of blooming flowers lingered in the air, adding an extra layer of mystique to the atmosphere.

As I strolled along the meandering paths, my eyes scanned for Kimi, each step punctuated by a rhythmic heartbeat. Then, there he was, standing amidst a sea of vibrant blooms, a charming smile gracing his face. He was holding a blanket, and a picnic basket was nestled in the crook of his arm.

"Amore," he greeted, the endearment rolling off his tongue as he approached. "I wanted to make up for last night, and I thought a picnic might be a good start."

My breath caught in my throat as I took in the picturesque scene he had orchestrated. A secluded spot under the shade of a blossoming tree had been adorned with the blanket, and the basket held the promise of a delightful feast. The gentle rustle of leaves and the distant hum of nature enveloped us in a cocoon of tranquillity.

"Kimi, this is..." I trailed off, unable to find the words to express the overwhelming emotions bubbling within me.

"Special, just like you," he added, his gaze holding mine with an intensity that sent shivers down my spine.

We settled onto the blanket, surrounded by the tranquillity of nature. The morning sun cast dappled patterns through the leaves, creating a serene ambience. It was a picturesque scene that felt like a page out of a fairytale.

"This is... incredible, Kimi, really." I breathed, my eyes dancing across the idyllic setup.

As we continued to explore the botanical wonderland, Kimi couldn't contain his excitement. "Wait for it," he teased.

Curiosity piqued, I followed him until we reached a secluded spot with a soft blanket spread out on the grass.

"Ta-da! I present to you the perfect spot for a picnic," Kimi announced, throwing his arms wide.

I couldn't help but laugh. "You planned a picnic?"

"Of course! What's a day at the botanical gardens without a little al fresco dining?" Kimi replied, a twinkle in his eye.