Lost and Found (Technoblade x reader)

6

Pov Techno

As she asked about my scar I remembered the moment I got it. The pain that came with it but not the physical way.
I got this scar the night (Y/N) left my side. Even now it hurt to think about it.

She had left me without saying anything or leaving a message. She left me injured and weak. The moment I realised her absence I searched for her. Weeks, months... it was a year that I was searching. But she was gone.

After that year of searching I got to the arctic empire and got the first Knight of the kingdom. Philza and I quickly became something like friends and I taught his sons everything they knew about fighting. Even though I was close to the royal family, none of them knows about    (Y/N).

I never spoke to anyone about the years I had spent with the girl. I got to know her when I was 19 and wandering through different kingdoms. She ran away from her family. She was the princess of the amethyst empire. We grew close and were almost inseperable... I thought... until she just left me alone.

Now only the scar on my neck and chest reminded me of the time with her.
Saturn reminds me of her somehow which hurt. Even though she was looking so different that (Y/N), she did act and fight similar to her.

I felt like I wanted to get to know Saturn better but I didn't know if it was because of the similarity to (Y/N) or just because I thought she was interesting.

In my head was chaos. My thoughts went back and forth as I thought about (Y/N) and Saturn.
There was a reason for Phil wanting her to be in his kingdom.

A knocking on the door got me back into reality. "What is it?" I asked through the closed door. "I'm sorry for intruding Sir. Its time for dinner." A maid explained and I sighed. I really sat here for a while huh?

"I'm coming." I answered and her steps were slowly fainting. I got ready for dinner and entered the dining hall. Phil was sitting on his chair but besides that nobody was here yet.

"I'm glad to see you Techno." Phil greeted me. "Good evening Phil." I said back and sat down on my usual chair. "What do you think about Knight Saturn?" He asked me after a bit of silence.

"She's skilled." I responded. "And she's just as cold as you when you first got here. Even now you're just a bit sorfter towards me and my sons." Phil said which surprised me.

"I have my reasons." I ended the conversation there not wanting to talk about the past. The leaving of (Y/N) had changed me. It wasn't easy for me to trust others and I relied only on myself.

I once trusted (Y/N) and we were a good team but she betrayed me with her leaving. I got pulled back into reality as the doors opened again and Saturn, followed by the Princes entered the hall and sat down at the table.

It was mostly silent during dinner and everyone just ate their food. No important things were shared.

After dinner was finally over Prince Tommy left the hall again. "What's up with him?" I asked his older brother. "Hm. Maybe he's still a bit frustrated about being trained by a woman." Wilbur shrugged and I nodded.

After a while everyone left the hall and everyone did their own thing. I was just sitting in the library if the castle reading some book about Greek mythology which sounded interesting.

I didn't realise how long I just read but when I looked up the room was dark and the only light was a candle on the wall which was probably lit by one of the maids. I closed the book and placed it back into the shelf.

On my way back to my room I walked past the garden where I noticed someone sitting in the grass. Just for a second i though it was (Y/N). I stopped and after a closer look I recognised Saturn looking at the stars.

I watched her for a while. She looked peaceful but somehow a bit sad at the same time like she was thinking about something. I sighed and thought about the question she asked when we were walking through the halls in the afternoon.

She had asked where my scar was from and I didn't answere. Somehow I felt like she could be trusted... I walked towards her after some thinking and just sat down next to her. She looked at me for a second but didn't say anything. We were both looking at the stars now.