Lost and Found (Technoblade x reader)

15

As soon as I entered the area I took out my sword. My thoughts were overwhelming me and I was angry.

I had to fight against my kingdom in order to protect the arctic empire...
I would be facing my family. Would they recognise me?
How much time is left until war?
Why did Techno speak up for me?

I shook my head while the questions and thoughts continued. I began hitting the dummies.
It wasn't until I noticed someone entering the area that I stopped.

It was now an hour after the meeting and time for the princes training. Techno, Tommy and Wilbur were the ones who entered.

I let my sword slide into its sheath and bowed. I knew I didn't have to but something inside of me told me to do it.
My brain was telling me that I was getting too close to them which would result in pain somehow.

Techno watched my movement.

"Tommy will be training with me again and Wilbur with Technoblade." I announced to which Tommy and Wilbur nodded.

Tommy's eyes had something inside of them. He looked almost scared.

"Take a sword young Prince." I gestured towards the swords and he took one. As he held the wooden sword in his hands he looked at it. His thoughts seemed to take over for a moment because he was zoning out.

"Tommy."

The blondes head shot towards me a bit embarrassed. "Sorry Saturn." He scratched his neck. I sighed and we positioned to fight. He began trying to hit me with the sword but without success.

It seemed like he was even worse than last time. He wasn't quite here with his head.

I kicked his legs wich lead him to fall to the ground. My foot was on his chest and he wanted to get up again.

"No. Training is over for today." I plainly said getting my foot off his chest to allow him to move. "But- we haven't even really started!" He complained.

"That's the point. We haven't really started and you're already on the floor. You're not in the condition to fight. Where are your thoughts?" I explained still monotone.

Tommy looked shocked and sighed as he looked down. I noticed Techno looking at us for a moment.

"I'm scared Satu- (Y/N)..." He whispered. I knew what he was talking about. He was still a child but now war is coming...

"What is going to happen?.. what if we loose..." His voice shook slightly. "Why do you think we could loose?" I asked.

"Because its fucking war! Someone's going to loose... people are going to die... what if we die?.." His breathing quickened slightly because he was panicking.

I bit my lip slightly. "Come with me." I began walking without looking if he was coming or not.

We arrived at the garden of the castle.

"I was 17 when I got away from my family. I was on my own at that time. I had nothing to eat or sleep.." I began talking. I felt bad for Tommy. He shouldn't be scared of something he didn't do.
Tommy listened to my words.

"I met Techno and we both trained to fight. He was having my back and I had his. We had to fight several people and it was hard but we had each other at that time." I continued feeling a thight sensation in my chest as I was talking about our past.

Tommy didn't catch on what I wanted to say with that.

"Tommy I want you to know that it is scary and sometimes you will feel angry or sad. But there will be someone who is there to help and to fight with you. Think about Wilbur. He won't leave your side during war. You're getting trained by techno and me. Your father will be there as well." I laid a hand onto his shoulder.

Tommy nodded slightly getting less tense. We sat there for a while longer until lunch was served. When we arrived in the dining hall we sat down with the others.

The tension in the room was thick. I noticed Techno giving me quick glances from time to time.
After lunch was over I decided to train some more. If war was coming up then i had to be in my best form.