Don't go(Oliver Sykes love story)

Chapter 6

Kats POV
I felt an arm around my waist and slowly opened my eyes. I looked up at a smiling oli. even though he looked adorable and I just wanted to lay there, I got up and hopped out of the bunk. just as I was about to leave, a strong hand grabbed my wrist and pulled me back down beside him. "where are you going love?" He cooed causing me to melt. I just smiled. "I just oli, I don't think of you that way." I lied. his face dropped and he just looked down. "oh." he said shaking his head. "I understand ." he said alerting go of my hand. I got up and glared at the boys whom were laughing. " I know one or all of you put me in the bunk." Matty just started laughing. "paybacks a bitch." I said sitting down. About fifteen minutes later, oli walked in with a broken smile and say down as if nothing happened. "oi. why are you wearing a hoodie mate?" Jordan asked while putting in a movie. "oh-I-m cold." he stuttered. Jordan just shrugged. Matty turned off the lights and the movie came on. "oh mer gerd this is my movie." I almost yelled. Joe dirt. they all laughed and I couldn't quit feeling guilty, I mean, I do have feelings for oli. I have ever since I began listening to their music. I just fiddled with my thumbs and looked down. I really regret what I said. "earth to kat!" Matt yelled to me. "hu?" I asked looking up. "do you want some pizza??" He asked and I nodded.

Oliver's POV
~2 weeks later ~ (A/N: ok I'm sorry for skipping weeks I promise this is the last time..Bye :3)
I woke up still feeling down from what kat said. who needs her anyway. I started self harming, trying to get my mind off her. I walked to my cloths and picked out a drop dead sweat shirt and black skinny jeans, with my black vans. I walked out to see the band ready for our interview. I gave a smile to kat and told her we'd be back later. she nodded and went back to her phone. once we were off the bus, we walked to the venue and found Bryan. "hey guys!" He said smiling. "oi mate." Matty said with the biggest smile along with the guys. I fae a forced smile and followed them into a small room. we all piled on the couch and waited for the questions. "one...two...three" the camera guys said. "I'm Bryan Stars and I'm hear with bring me the horizon. " He said and paused. "ello' " we all said in at the same time, causing us to laugh. "what the bloody hell was that!?" Matty laughed. "oi shut up Matty." Lee laughed. "who's Matty?" Bryan asked. we pointed to matt.k. "our Merch girl, kat, gave it to him so she wouldn't get the two confused." Lee said as Bryan laughed. "so the fans want to know oli, what's with you and kat?" He said holding the mic to my face. "nothing just really close friends." I said looking down. "more like love birds." Matt said then laughed. "no not really." I said the last part quietly. " oi why are you wearing a sweater? It's like 86 degrees outside." Lee questioned. I just shook my head. And waited for the interview to be over.
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After we got back on the bus, I went and sat next to kat. "watcha doing?" I asked peering over her shoulder. "nothing. being bored." she said leaning her head back. "well are you coming to the show tonight?" I asked looking forward. she just nodded. great. I get to nervous in front of her, and she's coming to the show. she doesn't have to be at the merch stand tonight. "So what do you wanna do?" I asked "I don't know. what do you wanna do? " She asked as her phone went off. kyle. who is Kyle? Her boyfriend. he's so lucky and I don't have her. I'm extremely jealous. "sorry I'll be right back." she said stepping out of the room. "what's your problem mate?" Matty asked. I just shook my head. "just tired." I said in an auto tone voice. "uh hu." he said sounding unconvinced. I just sat there till kat came back. "sorry what were we talked no about." she asked as she sat down. I just shrugged. "I don't remember. iv gotta get ready." I lied with a fake smile. She just nodded. looking disappointed. wonder why. I walked out and sat with the guys. I have a special dedication tonight.
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I watched as the guys went on and the crowd cheered my name. and I felt my heart race increase as I spotted kat, and she looked amazing. her big brown eyes sparkled as I came on. something in the way she looked at me felt right. the guys knew what I was doing as I grabbed the mic. "how are you guys?!" I screamed to the crowed. My fans are what I live for. they screamed. "well tonight I want to dedicate a song to someone I know and care so much for. kat. " i said and the start of 'the snakes start to sing' played. I began to sing and the crowed roared. at the middle of the song I looked right in her eyes.
"Wolfs come out of the wood work, leaches crawl from out of the dirt, rats come out of the holes they call home. I fall apart. and the snakes start to sing. DONT SAY IM BETTER OFF DEAD. Cause heavens full and hell won't have me.. won't you make some room in your bed. Oh well you could. LOCK ME UP IN YOUR HEART! AND THROW away the key. won't you take me out of my head ? I'm just a would've, could've been, should've been, never was. and never ever will be. Well sharpen your teeth. " I sang and broke our stare. I kept singing my heart out.
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After the show I was sweating and took off my sweat shirt with out thinking. i heard a gasp and turned to face kat, with a Horrid face. I followed her eyes to my wrist. shit. I grabbed her arm and pulled her out from behind stage. I pulled her into the bus and ditched the guys for meet and greet. Yeah I know, shame oli. "WHAT THE FUCK!? OLIVER WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF??" She screamed sitting me down. I just looked down and shook my head. "what?" I looked up to her, with a saddened look on her face. she sat in front of me. "I want to know." she said taking my hand. I felt a small blush creep up on my cheeks. "ok..well... it's just I really like you and you don't feel the same. I put my walls down, and I know we've only known each other for about two months, but you have made me so happy, and when you told me you didn't like me it hurt me so bad. and your boyfriend Kyle just made it worse." I said quietly and looked back down and felt a tear slide down. "oli... Kyle is my brother, not my boyfriend an I like you to. I just said that cause I was overwhelmed." I shot up and looked at her, with disbelief and happiness. Before I could stop myself, I cupped her face and kissed her. she wrapped her arms around my neck and I pulled her closer. we broke away and she rested he head in the crook of my neck. I just wrapped my arms around her and closed my eyes. "oli?" Her voice barely above a whisper. "umm?" I asked. "please don't hurt yourself again. for me. for your fans, family and band. promise me." she said snuggling up to me more. "I promise." I said kissing the top of her head. once she was asleep I picked her up and carried her to my bunk an laid her down. after I covered her up, I went to walk away, but a small hand grabbed mine. "stay." she said scooting over. I just smiled and nodded. I stripped to my boxers and climbed in. I pulled the cover over us and she curled up to me as I wrapped my arms around her tiny waist. "Goodnight oli." she said drifting back to sleep. "goodnight princess." I whispered and closed my eyes. I fell into a dreamless sleep.