Chapter 9

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(Photo o Matty/ Matt N.)

Kats POV
The next morning was awkward. Oliver and Matty just sent daggers towards each other. I felt like this was my fault, which it was. we all sat in the lounge awkwardly staring at each other. "soo, guys what do you want to do?" Jordan asked scratching the back of his neck nervously. "I don't want to do anything that involves kat or nicholls." Oliver hissed, wow that hurt. I felt my heart sink. "well, to avoid any arguments, lee, matty, and kat can go do something, while me, Matt and Oliver go somewhere." Jordan said while looking at all of us. I looked at Oliver who looked hurt and mad. "sure, anything to get away from whores." Oliver spat. once he realized what he said he looked at me with a sad face, but then glared. what have I done. I shot up from my seat and all the guys looked shocked, except for Oliver and matty. oliver pissed and so was matty. "she's not a whore." matty growled, clenching his first. Oliver just smirked. I felt angry and hurt, but most of all, broken. I walked out of the bus, with matty and lee. "so what do you guys want to do? " Lee asked breaking the silence. I just shrugged, letting Oliver's words sink in. am I really a whore, I mean it's not like we're together or anything, but I just don't know. I guess I am. "lets go to a park." matty said skipping ahead of us. I just shrugged and followed. once we reached an empty playground, matty took off for the swings. I laughed and ran after him. "oi, bloody hell! Why do you run so fast?" He exclaimed while hopping in a swing. I just laughed "I don't know. " I said sitting on the swing next to his. I saw Lee walking up to us with a grin on his face. what's up with him. he sat down. we swag for a few minutes, until I was pushed high. I screamed causing lee, and matty to laugh. I turned my head to find matty smiling and pushing me. I couldn't help but to giggle uncontrollably. "matty! Stop! I'm going to fall!" I said in between laughs. once the swing came to I stop I hopped off an turned to find matty sprinting away. "oi! Get back here! You silly man." I laughed casing him. he just kept laughing and running. Lee joined in and helped me grab matty. "oi! You got me!" He chuckled and looked at the time. " shit, we have to get back." he said as we walked out of the empty park.
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Once we were back at the bus, Oliver sent daggers to me. I think he hates me. no, he's just mad. I think. "did you have fun with your little slut." he said with venom laced in his words. I just looked down. "I'm sorry." I whispered as I walked to the bunks. I climbed in my bunk and shut the curtain. I guess, I should just stay clear of men.
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Oliver's POV
I don't what came over me. rage, anger, both? What whatever it was hurt kat, I could see it in her eyes. I don't care, she hurt me, so I'm returning the favor. I walked passed her bunk and into the bathroom. I shut the door and pulled out a sliver blade and played with it. I rolled back my sleeve and cut seven rows of hate. I cleaned up and fixed my sleeve. I put the blade back behind the mirror and walked out. I was shocked when I seen kat standing at the door with a worried expression. "what where you doing in there?" She asked softly and I felt guilt tear up inside me. "none of your goddamn business, now go find a guy to fuck, whore." I spat, I honesty don't know where it came from, but it hurt me to see tears welt up in her eyes. I just shoved past her leaving her speechless. I sat down and watched as the guys played video games. I glared at matty as he smiled at kat, who walked in and sat next to him. I should have known from the start he liked her and that whore liked him. when he calle her love and was always nice to her, just everything. "you look lovely." he cooed making her blush. I shot up and all eyes were on me. "I'm going out." I said as they all nodded, except kat who looked worried. I rolled my eyes and walked out. two can play that game.
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Kats POV
It's been a couple hours since oli left, and I was starting to get worried. I knew he was cutting, but I didn't say anything. just as I was about to get up, the door opened reveling a girl and Oliver. but that made my heart sink, she glared at me and winked at matty without Oliver seeing. is this set up? "Ello, everyone one meet Emily, my girlfriend." he said with an evil smirk on his face. I looked away hurt and heart them sit behind me on the couch. "is that the girl you were talking about?" The girl asked shocked. I felt my heart lighten up. maybe he doesn't hate me. "Oliver," she paused and said. "she do at look like that big of a slut." she laughed and I lost it. I stood up, and faced the girl and Oliver who had a smug smirk on his face. it soon vanished as he seen the tears roll down my face. I ran off the bus, and I could hear yelling and the bus door open and slam shut. I turned to find matty jogging towards me. "oi, love are you ok?" He asked wrapping his arms around me. I shook my head and started crying. "shh, it's alright, shh." he cooed, kissing the top o my head. I snuggled into his chest and he rubbed my back. "do you think I'm a whore?" I cocked and he gave a shocked expression. he shook his head. "you are the most beautiful, caring, sweet, and funny person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting." he said wiping tears away with his thumb. he kissed my forehead. "since we have today and tomorrow off, we're going to stay at a hotel. I'll go get you a change of cloths." he said and I nodded and waited. once he was back we called a cab, and headed to the hotel. I miss Oliver, even if he hates me.
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Matty stormed off outside to help Kat. I was jealous. "what the fuck is your problem!?" Lee yelled as Jordan and Matt nodded. I just shrugged. they were obviously pissed, and I couldn't help but to want to go and wrap my arms around her and apologize. I watched as matty climbed back on and went to the bunk area. "where's kat?" Lee asked. matty came back out with a suitcase and a smile. "were going to stay at the hotel down the street, I'll be back for practice tomorrow." he said and I could feel hate boil up inside me. what the fuck.
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Sorry it's shitty XD please don't hate me

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