The First Kiss ||

chapter 6

"Did I overreact? "

"He's not wrong, I would have done the same thing,"

"But I just couldn't control my emotions, I should go and apologize for my behaviour."

I walked to his door.

Knock Diana it's not big issue, you did something bad accept it and apologize.
That's it.

I gathered my thoughts and knocked.

No reply

Knocked again

No reply

Is he that sad? Upset???

"Raine? You are there?"

"If u there just listen me out?"

"I'm sorry I overreacted"

"I just couldn't control my emotions, I'm sorry you are right"

"You did the right thing it's just that I never met people like you in my life , when I finally did it's hard to accept that mindset I'm trying to abandon my past self "

"Don't then?" I turned around and saw him standing close to me , strange how come I couldn't feel his presence.

"You don't have abandon , Diana, trust me if u did u will lose yourself in that process."

"What's this ?"

"What?"

"This..... "Feeling towards him?

"This?"

"I don't know how to express this ?"

"Then close your eyes"

"Close my eyes? " He brings his hand to my face and let me close my eyes.

"Sometimes when u don't know what you are feeling, you have close your eyes and focus on what your heart is trying to tell you."

"Concentrate on your thoughts Diana"
I hold his one hand and try to focus, what am I feeling? What is this emotion? What I actually want ?

I could just think about Raine.

Our first encounter in the mall,

then hospital,

then balcony,

why it's him everywhere?.

I slowly raise my hand and try to touch his head. And slowly bring it down to his jaw line.

"What happened?" He asked.

"I'm doomed"

"Do-- " i didn't give him time to complete the sentence.

My lips finally said hello to his. His lips were soft. I continued to kiss him, I grip on his hand tightened as my second hand roamed and grip his hair.

He didn't kiss back so I had to stop the kiss.

"Explain" all was what he said.

"U said to concentrate on my thoughts so I did. Comes out u are everywhere, I like you Raine "

"U like me? Are you kidding? It's not a good joke?"

"Was my kiss felt like a joke?"

"I'm blind"

"So what?"

"I don't know anything Diana , I don't know how I even look? I don't know how this world looks."

"Then let's see this world together?"

"You have gone crazy"

"Do u want to kiss me back"

"What?"

"Do u want to kiss me back??"

"Diana "

"Do you want or not?"

"It doesn't matter"

"Yes or no!?"

He tried to get out my grip but my grip tightened even more

"Yes or no?"

I leaned and whispered
"Concentrate on what your inner thoughts are trying to say".

I Could feel and hear Raine's heartbeat, it's beating fast , his breath is also uneven.

"Raine will you kiss me or not?"
He didn't take more seconds to decide, he pulled me towards him as he claimed me.

I lose my grip as he tightened his grip and we intertwined our fingers. I forgot I had to breathe as I was enjoying our lips sync dancing. I could feel how fast his heart is beating as I placed my free hands on his chest.

My back crash on the wall as we enter inside his apartment. I could feel his hand traveling around the curve of my thighs as his bit my lips for permission which i gladly granted.

He lifted me and in reflex my legs hugged his waist as our lips began the battle , I continued to give him a good fight till he broke the kiss .

I didn't wanted to open my eyes , I'm enjoying this emotion. I don't have to see to know what's happening between us.

Actually I could see clearly what spark we have , what mute things are present between us with my closed eyes.

I again kissed him missing him already
"Diana"

"Raine "I whispered.

"Don't" I love to tease him. I slowly start rubbing against his growing bulge.

" what?" I could feel his grip tightened on my bare thighs.

"Is your eyes still closed?"

"I didn't open them even once" I confessed

He take long breath
"You better not open them or it will be very unfair"

"Yes sir understood" I whispered back as I bite his ear lobe

he moans in response , a sensitive part of his noted.

I wish this moment not to end.

Sometimes we do have to close our eyes and do things what our hearts says despite the outcomes.

Sometimes it's okay to act before
thinking.

It's okay...