recover w me (mental illnesses)

hello.

hi i'm toby or toxicella if any of youse remember me

i have completely changed
i moved to vapes and have been recovering from being in multiple mental wards. i have to appreciate my girlfriend as she's been by my side this entire two years. I still absolutely love fnaf but i do not roleplay any more or talk to many online strangers as for one tried to TW!!! SUICIDE kill themselves while being on vc with me earlier this year. I have also been heartbroken multiple times by online friendships. I also apologise if i'm rude but i honestly don't remember anyone here. I also now cope by going to the gym, seeking therapy, listening to music, hanging with either my cat, my friend group and my gf, or playing sims or mc or even steam games like call of duty. I have also been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and medical issues so I have been handling that for most of this year. I am also very social offline now (i'm a popular kid at school well considered one). Honestly if you want to add me on discord and discuss how i know you please comment 🙏