2 Hearts. 1 Girl. || •KTH FF• ||

~ Chapter 32 ~

~ time skip / 6 months ~

It's been a few months and everything is going just fine.

I still think about Taehyung 24/7.

I just can't believe that it's been almost 8 months since we've broken up.

I still think about the times we spent together, I still read all of the corny texts we sent eachother, I still visit the places where we've been together before, I still come by his house once in a while, I still scroll thru our pictures, I still wear the pendant he gave to me when he confessed, I still wonder why exactly did he break up with me? I still love him...

I know it's been 8 months but i just can't help but think about him all the time even though I'm in a relationship with Jungkook right now.

Don't get me wrong! Jungkook is a really sweet and caring man that knows how to take care of a women and make her feel like she's a queen.

But i just don't feel the same way about him as I did with taehyung.

And I feel that jungkook and I were better off as friends.

I don't get butterflies in my stomach when he compliments me unlike taehyung, I don't blush when he comes close to me unlike taehyung, my eyes don't light up when I see him unlike taehyung, my heart doesn't flutter when he smiles at me unlike taehyung, I'm not mesmerized by his eyes unlike taehyung, I don't crave for his presence unlike taehyung, I just don't love him unlike taehyung...

It doesn't even feel like I'm dating someone right now because we rarely meet up.

Jungkook got into music again so he's always working and he doesn't have time for me.

I really don't think this relationship will last long, I miss us as friends.

~ Taehyung's Pov ~

It's been 8 months. 8 MONTHS.

I've not been the same ever since.

That phone call still plays in my head 24/7.

"What do you mean? I'm totally fine, I can wait"

"why are you feeling guilty tae? I told you I'm okay"

"Don't say that! Please stop acting like this is our last call-"

The pain in her voice shattered me. I couldn't believe I made the same girl cry who made me laugh in my worst days.

But it hurted me to see her waiting for me, it felt like I didn't deserve her.

I really regret it. I miss her voice, her laugh... Everything about her.

This is all because of me. I left the girl who was there for me no matter what for my so called "father" that doesn't even talk to me.

What was I thinking?!

I want her back, I need her back.

But what if she already moved on?

No no, it can't be. She loved me.

What if she hates me now?

No. i dont care how long it takes, I WILL get her back.

I looked at the weak body lying beside me on the hospital bed who was my "father".

I gritted my teeth in anger and thought to myself

F*ck him, I have to fly back to Korea.

Then, I walked out of the room, heading towards my hotel to pack my bags.

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