Ateez | One-shots

Feeling Like I Do | Jeong Yunho (bsf to lovers)

(headcanons this time, looks ugly here looked way better on tumblr, the tenses gave me a headache here LOL so ignore any mistakes and enjoy reading <3)

- being best friends with jeong yunho is not as simple as it sounds

- especially when he is your neighbour- like, right next door. the very next apartment

- so you can't avoid him even if you want to

- honestly, you brought this upon yourself, if you think about it

- ever since you were kids, you have been inseparable

- from going to the same school and bonding over a similar sense of humour

- from pranking the rest of your friends together to making fun of each other

- to knowing each other's deepest secrets- except for the one that really matters

- that you have the biggest, fattest crush on your best friend

- honestly, you do not recall when exactly it happened

- if you think back, you can't pinpoint it to one moment

- it is a number of moments, the years you spent together, the memories you shared that you are now a grown up and still hopelessly in love with him

- though you will not admit it

- never. ever. over your dead body.

- you just have one fear that has stuck with you and it is that you do not want to ruin things between the two of you

- he has known you since forever. he knows you inside out.

- he's too precious to lose over something as stupid as your feelings

- because if he does not feel the same, you will never be whole again

- but if by some small chance he does and you mess things up later? you would never recover

- this is why you think having feelings for your best friend is so messed up

- and this is the reason you always dismiss his flirty actions as jokes between two best friends who are super comfortable with each other

- like when he casually enters your unlocked apartment and asks for a pinch of salt and spots you in the ugliest fit you're wearing

- he will go "wow you look beautiful"

- and you will make a face, knowing he is joking, and ignore the butterflies in your stomach

- and you respond with "you don't look too bad yourself" when he himself looks like he nests a squirrel in his hair

- his casual touches and occasionally flirty gazes do not bother you anymore

- you're made of steel now

- so when he hugs you out of nowhere or swings you around just to hear you squeal, you know it's just what friends do

- or when he finds you too adorable and kisses your temple, you let it pass. you don't read too much into it

- though occasionally, you like to blur the lines too. he might know at this point

- like what friend runs to their other friend only to jump in their arms and bury their face in the crook of the other's neck?

- what sort of friend casually zones out while staring at the other and wonders what they did to deserve them?

- you