Enemies to lovers

Burning inside

The story continues after Alaz  and his dad saw the camera proof. Even the grandfather was in shock.

Alaz can't believe his eyes. Ruyzgar! The bastard really was there in their house. " cagla was right all the time" he said while standing up and being devastated. " we didn't believe her" he told himself. alaz didn't know what he went trough emotionally.  Grabbing his neck from behind and holding back tears he wanted to leave the hospital.

Then on his way he  saw Asi and cesur. From the way he looked at her she knew that he found out the truth. His eyes said it all, face very hopeless.... Eyebrows lower and pulled closer together, inner corners of his eyebrows angeled up.  The broken look he had......It broke her heart, but she didn't understand why it did. She also saw some fear in his eyes, which she never saw when it came to him. It wasn't fear for him, but for his sister.  His mouth streched and drawn back, exposing his teeth. It was his twin at the end.

She stood up. Both looking at each other as if nobody else was there. " I told you..." she said in a soft way while looking broken " I told you not to get into this, it would break you. It would break you in a way that you wouldn't be able to forget easily" he just kept staring at her. Both forgot cesur's presence there. " Now you will be carying this burden of pain..." She said " remember last time in the hospital when she was there losing her baby? You said that that twins feel each others pain... you don't deserve to feel that pain" she said " Well nobody deserves to feel that pain"  she said a little bit embarassed while looking down.  " Whats happening to me? Asi come to your sense" she told herself. Cesur just looked at both of them. Realizing something is going on between them. The way Alaz looks at Asi says enough.

"How did it all happen?" He said. Still trying to hold back his anger and sadness. Asi didn't want to tell him what happened and how it all happened, so she looked at cesur.  " Well, what can I say... " he sighed " I opened the door and saw her covered in blood... the knife still in her hand" Alaz couldn't hold back his tears anymore. His sadness turned into anger and hopelessness, trying to not show any of them. Tensed up, but trying to show his fear as anger.
" What were we supposed to do? Leave her like that?" He stood up " Look we all know what your sister went trough because of him. We are also human. We ain't rich like you.... We might not have a family but we are human" he said " Nobody deserves to go trough what Cagla went trough... " he walked closer towards Alaz and put a hand on his shoulder " Yes I gave her the rose and drawing, but if only Id hear a sound... I would run back and kill him myself"   Asi's nose wrinked in disgust thinking about what Cagla went trough because of the bastard ruyzgar. " if there is anything else we can help with, we are here" he said.

Alaz walked towards cesur and grabbed his neck from behind with his hand in a thankful way. His head touching cesurs. While crying he says" Thank you" and walks away angry. Not to the exit, it seems like he walks towards the rooftop. Asi knew that place since Alaz kissed her there. Well she slapped him afterwards but still.

Asi was scared for him. What if he wants to harm himself there? She told herself " You stay here I will be right back "she tells cesur " where are you going?" She doesn't answer... just leaves him there " Lord, whats wrong with these two. They be acting all weird lately" he said while touching his head " or are they.. no don't be stupid cesur"
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Alaz opened the door and burst down in tears... he fell down on his knees and screamed. " Why! Why did this happen... whyy?"His veins in his neck were visible...  broken as if someone took away a part of his heart. He couldn't protect his own sister... his twin.... His soul .

.Asi ran after him.... She then finally opened the door.. and then saw something she never expected to see.  Alaz there on his knees crying and screaming. She was standing there not knowing what to do or what to say.  She didnt know why she went after him, but she still did go. She run towards him.

" Alaz" he breathed in a tired way. He turned at her. Just looking into her eyes, not saying a single word. She walked towards him and held her hand on his shoulder " Why did you come here? She said "Alaz .... Don't break like this" looking beautifully into his eyes. " at least dont break alone" It was as if she could see his pain and almost even feel.  " I have never felt any pain in my life like this..." he said " Im burning inside.... What kind of brother am I? I brought that fucker into our lives...." He said " Its all my fault...  I wish I killed him with my bare hands...I couldn't protect my sister. How did I not see what he did to her? How did I not notice it? How did I close an eye on her bruises?..... " asi tried to hide her emotions" sssh tamam, come here it's okay" she said. He cried in her arms, trying to find comfort there. She just sat next to him on the ground, while holding him in her arms. Looking the other direction while drying her own tears. She didn't want him to see her  broken like that.  He hugged her so tight... as if he needed it... as if he just needed her.

A couple minutes passed...
He was lying with his head on her lap... they weren't talking. Sad... just looking at the view.... Asi stroking his arm and back not knowing how to comfort him.
Alaz sat up next to asi on the ground. He looked at her not saying anything..... until a question popped up" Was she scared when she came to you?"  It took her a couple seconds before she replied. " Well ..." " Please just tell me." he said  while looking at the sunset. " She didn't even cry..." asi said " She wasn't even talking... nothing... we don't even know how she came to our house." Asi said.  " It hurts me... she probably blames me and doesn't want to see me, she doesn't even need me probably" Then she looked at Alaz" in a sad way because he thought of himself like that. "Alaz... your  sister does need you, but right now she needs no questions... just supporting.... It is already hard enough for her. I can't imagine what she goes trough but maybe she blames herself... or she feels ashamed..... "  alaz interrupted " She has nothing to feel ashamed for .... Nothing" he said. " I know" asi said " look at me" he did " you need to make her believe that".  She pointed at him " remember when I send you te pictures of her bruises?" He nodded. " She literally told me that he did it out of love and it was her own fault... and that he got jealous so it was okay.... We already told her that nothing is her fault......but no single word back as a reply..... one time beating him up wasn't enough for him"

Alaz looked at her " you did what?" He smiled " Oh one time he didn't talk properly to cagla, so I teached him a little lesson" she smirked. Alaz just smiled at her
" what? Someone needs to teach him how to treat woman right?" She said " you are a rebel and I like that about you" he said. After he did he regretted it " Tf did I just say Alaz come to ur sense" he told himself.

" uhm well... cagla needs support. Be there for her... you are her twin. She would be needing you the most"  Alaz just looked at her smiling with a loving gaze.

" alaz!" " why you smiling all the time?" .. "  no nothing... I just I didn't know you were so good at giving me advice... I actually thought u hated me" he said. Reffering to when she called him wishing him to die. " me too" she laughed " Guess ur not such an ass as you look.... You are actually not that bad" she smirked. Her words made his heart melt and he didn't know why and what. She held a hand on his shoulder " You should go to her.  Don't be scared okay?"  He just looked at her and held a hand on her hand. It was like a thank you. She didn't expect him to say it anyways.

Asi stood up and walked towards the  door " asi kiz" he said ( Rebel girl) she turned " Thank you" he said " No need to thank me"  asi said. She walked away.
Alaz was left with a soft smile on his face. Not knowing why he smiles like that. Its a weird roalleeciaster he is going trough emotionally. His jaw went slack and he felt better.  When he realized the smiling  he didn't want to accept it" wtf is happening, Alaz behave urself" he said.  He dried his eyes and took a deep breath. He did not want his sister to see him like this cry.