Enemies to lovers

Fight between the heart and mind

Alaz was so broken and angry at the same time.  He couldn't believe she said that about him. Finally when he started to accept that his heart and mind didn't speak the same language. He started to learn his heart's native language, but then this happened. Alaz was ready to give over to his feelings. It's as if every time when he gets a little bit happy there is something that ruins it. He started to believe that happiness isn't meant for him.

Asi ran after him " Alaz stop.... Alaz please. I can explain"  Alaz was so broken. He bit his jaws so tight.... his hands in a fist and face as serious as possible. Trying not to show his emotions. She kept running after him.

" Alaz I don't even get why you're so angry... you just............ouch" she sprained her ankle. Alaz stopped walking and turned her direction. He saw her bending down and holding her right ankle. She was in pain. Her face said it! He stopped thinking about whatever happened and ran towards her. " Asi....are you okay?" " Ugh Yes Im okay, don't touch me" she was mad this time so she pushed his arm away. " Asi let me look at it" " I said im good!" Alaz couldn't stand to see Asi in pain at all. If it was possible he would take over her pain.

" Okay you asked for it" he said while moving his head and sighing. He lifted her up. One hand under her knees and one behind her back. " Alaz what are you doing?.... Let go of me... Alaz.... Are you serious?" Alaz was still mad so he kept a straight face without looking at her. " Can you please let go of me?" She didn't receive an answer back. Alaz didn't talk until they reached the car. He then opened the car door and sat her down on the passenger seat. He then squatted down and looked at her ankle.

" Asi don't be so stubborn let me take a look!"He said. She finally gave in with an eyerole.
He softly touched her ankle. " ouch" does it hurt?" He really couldn't stand seeing her in pain. So he then checked on her ankle. Alaz caring? That's weird Asi never saw Alaz like this. She hated it because it was so attractive how he cared for her.

" Are you still angry at me?" Asi said. Alaz just looked at her " It doesn't look like it's bruised or something. You will be able to walk on it" he said. Asi stood up. " Alaz... look Im sorry I-" she really did not know what to say.... Because.... They couldn't be together could they? It's .... They are from different worlds and so many people would be against it.

" Alaz Im sorry for saying that to Cesur." " ai don't really care" he said. " Go home it's late" he walked towards his car. Asi couldn't believe him " are you for real? Alaz!" He stopped walking with his back towards her. " Are you kidding me... a couple minutes ago you couldn't even look me in the eyes... then when I hurt my ankle you ran after me to help me..... now you are mad again. Alaz what do you want? Why do you act like this? Why are you being so dry to me? And-" " Asi!" He said he turned towards her " please enough I don't have the energy for this conversation, so I will leave now and we will act like non of this happened" he wanted to walk towards his car.

" so this is it . You will just go away angry ... again.... Just like last time?" She walked towards him and wanted to touch his back but he turned, so his hand touched her nose.

" O my God... Asi.." he didn't know what to do. " Are you okay? I didn't mean to.... Again... I.." He did it again.... And he didn't want to do so, but it just happened. " You moved when I wanted to turn I... I didn't want to.... Wait here"

He quickly grabbed a tissue from his car and held it to her nose while holding her chin with his left hand. He just looked at the little wound. " keep your head up so the bleeding will stop" Asi started to laugh. It reminded her of their fight in the car when he did this.... This time was just funny to her. " Why are you laughing? " he said " Nothing I just remembered last time when I wanted to break you head" he had a flashback too and held back a smile.

Asi just had a genuine smile with a warm soft gaze while looking at him.. Alaz noticed it " Don't do that" he said " Do what?" "Look at me like that" " Like what?"

" Don't look at me this beautifully. With warmth and color... As if im not a bad person. As if im a nice person that deserves this gaze of yours. I'll start to think that whatever you said to cesur is not true!" " Alaz please stop talking... I don't want to talk about this" Why?"

" Alaz please" she didn't look into his eyes and wanted to push him away.. " Asi' !" " Alaz please dont make it worse" " Asi just say what you think!" She looked away. " Look me in the eyes" he said while pointing her face towards his. She looked away again. " Are you scared of the truth?"
She looked him in the eyes very angry.
" I like you! She yelled " Is that what you wanted to hear?.... " Alaz didn't hesitate for a second .he grabbed her face in his hands and went in for a deep kiss. With a lot of passion. Tongue included. The kiss was very wet and powerful.... Rough. Their eyes were closed enjoying every second of the kiss. Eyes half lidded. Asi pushed back. She looked into his eyes. " did I do something wrong?" He felt rejected. She saw it in his eyes. Asi just had to process what happened , thats all

She grabbed him by his blouse " No not at all. She smiled at him while looking into his eyes. She kissed him again. This time in a soft way while their lips brushed agains each other.

" Alaz wait we can't" she said. Alaz looked confused. " What do you mean we can't?" Asi looked worried.." Alaz we aren't meant for each other. We are from two different worlds. We-" he stopped her while putting a finger on her lips " Why can't we? Are you scared of Yaman? Because you know I don't give a damn about him..... or do you still have feelings towards him" " No of course not!" She said " Do you have towards Ruya then?" She said with one eyebrow up in a very serious way. Alaz smiled. " Did the kiss I gave you not proof enough asi kiz?" She smilled " good"

"But your dad, cesur... so many people will be against it" she said. Alaz held her hands and looked her in the eyes " Look Asi I really like you. I didn't want to admit it, because I thought we werent meant for each other.... but we heal each other. I noticed that since the hospital, since umut.... I always break alone, but with you next me, I don't break that much and I can bear the pain. I can not explain it but it's a good feeling. The fire in me gets extinguished with your absence. It's a strange but lovely feeling ai have for you. Maybe it's not love yet, but I know it will be. I spend the majority of my day thinking about you. When I saw that guy there with you, I freaked out I wanted to break his legs.... I know I don't have the right to do so, but I can't hold myself back"

" Alaz you are making things worse. Please" she said " Asi kiz. Look at me" he said while holding her cheek. I like you. A lot.... I like how strong you are. I like how you don't allow anyone to walk over you or your loved ones. I like the little eyerole you do all the time when you are angry. I like how you keep staring into my eyes... even when your mad. I like all the small details about you" there wasn't a single word after his confession for her.

He just looked at her. " aren't you going to say something?" Asi really wanted to tell him how much she likes him, but there were just too much differences between them. She couldn't do it. How much she wanted to , she just could not. Asi had to fight her heart this time to not show her love for him. She let go of his hand. " Alaz I can't Im sorry. I can not" she cried.

Asi wanted to walk away. " Asi if you go now, its over between us. I won't come back anymore. I won't try anymore. You won't see my face. If you leave after everything I just told you... I don't know what to do anymore nor to say. Im tired of getting hurt. Im tired of burning... im tired" Asi just stood there with her back towards him. Closing her eyes very tight, crying.... Sad. She stood there for some seconds.... She didn't let her heart win this time. Asi left... she did

Alaz couldn't believe it. It was over.... He stood there for a couple seconds in the hope that she would come back, but no..... Asi didn't come back. She left him... right there.