Enemies to lovers

Safe in my arms

Alaz ran to the ER with Asi in his arms.He already  called his mom in the car, she was standing there prepared. Waiting for Asi to arrive. He brought her to his mom with drooping eyelids and slanting inner eyebrows " Anne please safe her" he said with his eyes " okay, but what happened son?" he looked at cesur with a very evil gaze " I'll tell you later now is not the time. Please just safe her"  " Oh son. It's gonna be okay" she said while stroking his cheek and giving him a kiss. They brought Asi to the room.

Alaz was there waiting with Cesur. He walked back and forth, while cesur was sitting with his hands in his hair. Feeling very guilty. It was all his fault. Whatever happened to Asi was all his fault. He knew that so well. If something happened to her.... Cesur would be dead. Not only because of Alaz and yaman, but he wouldn't bare it. It felt as if his heart would be exploding. That's how fast his heart beat. Asi was against him making bad money from the beginning for a reason. He just wanted a normal life and to have money. Nothing more, but this? Cesur never expected this to happen.

Alaz kept walking. " If something happens to her. I will die. I can't.... It's all my fault. If I didn't leave angry... this all wouldn't happen. If I picked up... maybe this wouldn't have happened. Alaz what did you do?" His heart felt like it was dropping to the lowest point in the world. He started to have breathing problems. This happened just when Neslihan left Asi's room. She saw it happen, he tried to hold it back, but a mother knows best they say. She grabbed a glass of water and brought it to him. She sat down next to him " please drink this, it will calm you down a little bit" he looked at her with his ellbows leaned on his knees." "How is she doing?" He said while his mouth was stretched and drawn back. " Drink this first and then I will answer your question" , she said with her strict mother face. He grabbed the glass and drank everything at once. "

" She is doing better. She was dried out and had a low heart rate. Thankfully you brought her in time" " Oh thank God" he breathed out with his eyes closed. Alaz stood up. Neslihan looked at him and grabbed his arm " Wait where are you going" He turned at her" To see her" Neslihan was a bit confused. Why was he so worried about her? Thats not something Alaz would do. Being worried for others? Is he okay? " But.. can you at least tell me what happened?" He looked at her and said nothing.

Alaz stood in front of her door. He dried his tears and fixed himself. He opened the door and walked closer to see her. There she was, lying on the bed. Eyes closed... cheek a little bit red and an IV in her arm. He slowly walked closer and took a big breath out. His face as sad and broken as possible. It's as if you broke a glass and you try to tape the pieces together. Of course he's happy that she is okay, but it hurts him that she was hurt in the first place. You try to fix that glass and you're happy that it's not useless but you wish it never broke.He sat down on her right side and grabbed her hand. Alaz softly kissed it " O God... Asi kiz... Im so so so sorry for whatever happened to you" he said with eyes filled. Sad eyebrows and turned mouth. " I can not imagine what you went trough. I promise you I will find them and especially the one who hurt you" he stroke her face softly and admired her beauty. Her lips, so perfectly shaped an full of color. Her cheeks so cute and full. He wanted to pinch them in a loving way. Her nose so cute ... eyebrows perfect.... Her eyeslashes so tall and beautiful. Her skincolor turned into his favorite color. He was in love....

There was no Rüya anymore in his mind. The rüya he felt like being in love with didn't actually matter that much to him. It was an obsession. He thought that he needed her, but God saved him something better, God send him the best thing that he could ever ask for... it was Asi. Asi will teach him what love is and how to love. He will teach her how to be loved. When it came to ruya he didn't really care about her fears or pain. When she couldn't drive he said " Learn to drive" but with Asi, when something is wrong with her.... He just understands her and cares about her. Yes asi doesn't fear a lot of things, but he wants to be there whenever she does. He wants her to come to him when something is wrong. To trust him, to love him and to want to see him.