Enemies to lovers

Finding safety in anoter

This part continues afterUmut's Funeral .Alaz just found out about Umut's death. ( the parents thought it would be better if Alaz stayed by Cagla, so he did not atend the funeral. It was evening

" ughhh" Alaz is walking back and forth in his room. He doesn't know what to do. With his hands on his neck. He really wants to know how Asi is doing. Why? Because his hearts wants to know if she is okay. His stubborn side doesn't want to admit how much he cares for her
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" What if I say that I checked on her because she checked on me?" He sat down and grabbed his phone. After playing with it for a little while, he thought about calling her. " The funeral must be over ......... Ah Alaz stop caring so much" he said while dropping the phone.

Asi was at home. The funeral was over. Cesur was gone. To where? She did not know. To be honest she did not even care. Weird because Asi always cared about her loved ones. Yaman? He was with his family of course. This time the pain she carried was too heavy. She couldn't carry everyone elses pain. She was used to hide her pain behind a smile... this time it was impossible. Asi who wouldn't dare to drink, chose to grab a whole bottle and drink. It was her way to stun the pain she was feeling. Sometimes when something is broken, you can't fix it. That is exactly how she feels.

(Alaz' house)
" No I can't stand it anymore. Ive to know how she's doing" he said. He grabbed his phone on his bed and went to the couch to sit down. Seeing her name he doubted for a second, but decided to klick on her name.

Asi in the meanwhile... was at the bottom of the hell. Looking at the view. Nobody was with her. She was there all alone. Everyone knows how dangerous Asi is, so coming close in such a situation... nobody would dare to do so.

The phone rang. Asi grabbed her phone put of her pocket. She looked at it. Alaz... alaz was ringing. She didn't care, she picked up.
" hello?" He said " Asi k..." he didn't want to say Asi kiz. Now was not the time for that. " I uhm.... How are you?" He said. Alaz was shy and stuttering as if he was talking to his highschool crush. Asi laughed" Im good.... Im amazing" she said. Alaz felt a weird kick trough his heart. He heard the pain trough her cracked voice. The sadness.... He couldn't imagine what she went trough. " are you.... Are you drunk?" He said she laughed" Don't worry Im not that drunk. Just wanted to ease the pain. I will never get rid of this" she said while laughing"then she took another sip. " uh uh uh" she was coughing and crying afterwards.
" Asi tell me where you are!" He said " What does it matter to you?" " Asi" she hang up the phone.

Alaz got angry " why do you do this to me!" He yelled. He threw a pillow on the ground.
"..."
" Wait a second. I know exactly where to find you!" He said. While walking out of his room he grabbed his car key's and his phone. Before leaving the house he grabbed a bottle of water. After that went to his car and drove exactly where thought he'd find her.

20 minutes passed.
Alaz knocked on the iron door. They opened. Usually they ask who it is, but since he has been there already they know him. The guy who opened the door said " If I were you I wouldn't come any closer to Asi." " Lan shut the fuck up" he said and he just walked to the place where they went after their first kiss at the bottom of the hell.

"..."
There she was. He only saw her back. Next to her was a bottle with whine. Alaz walked closer towards her. " You said you didn't drink" she turned. Not even shocked she said" What are you even doing here?" " I um... I came to see how you were doing. You didn't sound good on the phone" asi didn't reply. Alaz just walked towards her and sat next to her. Not knowing what to do or what to say. She was really broken. The Asi who was strong and like a rebel was gone. The one who beat up men, who fought for her loved ones, who didn't show her weaknesses, was gone. Next to him on the left, was a whole different Asi. A side of her he never saw. She wasn't even crying. Her eyes were swollen, bruised and red. Asi offered the bottle to Alaz the way he did when they first went to that place. He wanted to refuse, but grabbed it so she wouldn't drink more. If she would, she would get too drunk. As if she wasn't already.